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Emrie.   

 

it seems likely that the October idea is holding.  More toward the end of October.   or maybe middle.

maybe.

today the final paperwork for the powers that be are handed over.  If they are approved,  the permit will be issued to allow all to begin however it will go.   There is a "packet".  All proposed details of land use are detailed.  down to the most minute detail.  There needed to be a drawing…on graph paper of everything.  Everything that is there,  like bushes and trees to everything that is proposed. waterlines,  those french drains,  the culvert,  and on.  For Alyssia's house they wanted a similar graph of the home itself with all light fixtures  and wall outlets noted in place.  What else..??  oh…detailed information re the composting toilets.  as in brand etc accompanied by documents from the company that makes them.  also very detailed schematic and proposed function of grey water system.

ok.

slow slow going.  How long will this take?  Who knows.  Will they be required to make significant changes?  Who knows.  Each time you submit paperwork there is a fee.  This is California and there are many opinions about California.  But you know….the longer i listen and watch this all, oh so slowly and painfully unfold,  the more i soften to California.  The more i feel like this is a place i want to align with.  They have stringent standards that seem designed to defeat.  But all these land use regulations are designed to ensure sustainability with the least impact.  So i watch.  Things like the necessity of signed agreement if you plan to gray water, for random inspections in the first three years of use.  They aren't fooling around.  Here, in contrast,  New Mexico,  people still dump used motor oil anywhere.  Still have incredibly lax and faulty septic systems near sources of agricultural ground water.  Still,  here in my county,  there is really NO building inspection.  It's a different world, yes,  desert,  rural.  But it's the same Planet.  

how it might go,  depending on how long all the red tape takes,  is that if i do go in October,  i might be spending a while  (what is the definition of "while"?)  in  the travel trailer….the camper.  I hope this is not so.  But it might be.  The good side of that is that i would then participate in the construction of my hut.  But still.  Mostly i do not want this on behalf of Tay and Tazmeena.  I would rather they go to "their Place" right off.    Hmmm.   

October is still a time to plant trees.  Julian and i will do this.   His fruit trees of his choosing.  The Moringa forest and yes….still…the lilacs.  In November,  two or three does will be bred.  They will kid in the spring.  

Maybe.

Emrie.   Emrie is Alyssia's child.   born July 29th,  not yet 2 months old,  yesterday she Crawled.  Alyssia says there is no other way to describe it other than some kind of  primitive crawling. maybe like a baby sea turtle.  She propelled herself across the living room floor, her arms and legs  moving in awkward unison shoving her face along ahead of her.  She can't lift up her head yet, but is not deterred.  Practice makes perfect.  She does not like to lay.  She wants to be upright.  Sitting,  like everyone else.  Does not like to be cradled when held unless she's breast feeding.  preferring instead to be held so her feet are touching something.  This is Alyssia all over again.  Here we Go.  I can barely wait.

Since time might be getting short, maybe,  i am going to try to post earlier in the day so i can devote the larger part of the day into evening,   to some kind of getting Ready.  Maybe.   To establish some momentum.  We'll see,  but it's worth a try.  I am very fragmented and there is a lot of daydreaming.  I need to begin looking for boxes.  Get back to once again doing the bucket training with the buck Goats.  Back to driving around with Tay in the truck,  practicing getting out at the Truck Stop down the road on the freeway.  These things.   and finally begin sorting through all the stuff in the Albatros.  All the tools,  useful and not so much but loved.  Remember all that stuff i brought home from the Old Cowboy's?   and then my own accumulation.  Canning jars?   strainers?  enamel pans and pots.  I don't think i said this before.  The plan might change. Originally Travis would drive the big UHAUL truck that would pull the Honda Car.  I would drive the Toyota truck.  I cannot drive straight through so would necessitate a two day trip.  Travis however is taking a new job, maybe,  and will not have that much time.   I was ok with driving the old pickup with the idea that if something went wrong,  he would be right behind and could trouble shoot.  Not so much if i am traveling over a day alone.  So i will drive the Uhaul.  I need to practice using Side Mirrors.  I never do.

so this is it for now.  Forward Ho.

 

 

 

 

 

 

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32 responses to “Update of the Maybe”

  1. Mo Crow Avatar

    (((Grace))) camping on the land is a good idea to get the best placement for your new home but maybe rent somewhere nearby with hot water and heating for winter?

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  2. ali Avatar
    ali

    So much for you to think about and do Grace, but coming together slowly. Oh, little Emrie, she is very beautiful, cannot believe she is crawling. She has an amazing Spirit already. x

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    ²

    changing plans ,forward go , ferfilled the dream make a life’s story
    good luck , breath well !!!

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  4. grace Avatar

    it’s a camper…for travel. Is completely self contained.
    Toilet, water, stove, refrigerater, full size bed, shower.
    Big ish. In very excellent shape. no issue with heat etc.
    Everything there. Also will be early enough in season to
    not need heat. But there can be. Propane.
    very similar except newer and bigger than the Airstream that
    i lived in for 5 years in Oregon, Arizona and here in N Mex.
    it’s just that it would be scarey for Tazmeena i think. She’s
    old. I really would hope that they can get at least the shell
    of my hut in place at my spot there. So we can begin at the
    beginning. We can deal, tho, if we have to. Again, it’s
    all Maybe at this point.

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  5. grace Avatar

    yesterday was the first time she did that. maybe it was a
    one time deal for now?…..

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  6. Marti Avatar
    Marti

    She holds it all, Emrie, in those liquid deep eyes…and I think of the doll friend you made and I see Emrie…
    Yes, CA is very stringent on many levels and because it is so, it will help answer the question from your narrator dream.

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  7. Deb Avatar

    I get the feeling that Emrie is the magic that is making all this wonderful change.

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  8. grace Avatar

    it will happen, sooner or later. and yes…Breathe….

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  9. grace Avatar

    yes…stringent and yes….there will be huge OPPORTUNITY
    in that way…i very much look forward to that.
    oh and Emrie…sigh…..

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  10. grace Avatar

    she certainly will be the Force behind it as it Goes

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  11. Michelle in NYC Avatar

    Stupifed by the details…the time drawing out and out…but you are right to hope that all that detail means the place means to be self sustaining and…well, whew. Emrie is seeing it all with those huge eyes. I was wondering about how Travis is relating to all these changes. So…onward with hope HIGH dear Grace.

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  12. Yvette Avatar

    Those eyes…..they say it all…..Grace I’m waiting…
    Despite all the preparations..fun
    About the hurricane I followed closely too
    Who of our friends live there
    Love you

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  13. Tina Avatar
    Tina

    Emrie looking out …. drawing you in. Seems she is giving a sign that although slow going things are moving forward. All that detailed paperwork is as much for the land as it is for the people that will be living on it.
    Loved the poem from your last post … LOVE IT … the whole idea of it.

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  14. joanne Avatar
    joanne

    My son was eager to “GO” from birth. He just wanted to get on with it. walking too soon, too fast and landing on his face–time after time. And only 7 months old. Gone to college at 16. Gone to a job far away at 21. Been away far longer than with me. My heart.

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  15. Liz A Avatar

    Emrie’s eyes seem to hold all that’s worth knowing …

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  16. Mo Crow Avatar

    cats don’t much like change but they are so very stoic & deal with it from a safe spot to shelter in and look out from, having her favourite nesting spot ready when she gets out of her travelling box will help whether it’s in a camper van or in your new home!

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  17. grace Forrest Avatar

    her favorite place is the Morning Chair and im not taking it.  Ill have to think.

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  18. Peggy McG Avatar
    Peggy McG

    Emrie is so beautiful! Planning stages can seem to drag on, but really, gives opportunity for less stresses in the long run. I love camper living and could easily make it a lifestyle.

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  19. Martine Bos Avatar

    Sweet Emrie, would love to hold her…..

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  20. Acey Avatar
    Acey

    well, Grace – the thing I have not said so far but have felt strongly is that you and Northern CA will be a good match. I don’t just mean with your people and the animals – I’m talking about the land itself. Way different, for sure, but I have absolutely thought from the jump there was a very real place for you there. and back to silent mode I go …

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  21. grace Avatar

    Jenny bought 2 hammocks this week…end of season sale at
    the hardware

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  22. grace Avatar

    right now, Deb is in Georgia, but missed the hit.
    her eyes, yes…they talk to me

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  23. grace Avatar

    yes. that’s it. for the Land. and so we just breathe and go.
    the poem of single words…amazing, isn’t it, with Thanks to Beth

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  24. grace Avatar

    some of them are, some, take their time. How it is so TRUE
    that we “come in” not blank, but with our own agenda, our own mission, our own contract

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  25. grace Avatar

    yes and to engage with her, with what she “came with”, to find out what she has brought

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  26. grace Avatar

    less stress in the long run….I hope so. I feel it building as the TIME seems to be nearing again….oh, eeeee
    I loved, as, was Happy as a Clam, living in that airstream, which is just some smaller than the thing that is on the HILL now.
    i really had the most bottom line of stuff then. Not even a chair.
    I look at what i need to Leave.

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  27. grace Avatar

    yes…to Hold, to help her with her Beingness that she is so
    intent on
    me too

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  28. grace Avatar

    well, Acey
    i know that you can write reams, pages, LOTS but here, just
    this much and so…i have read it over a few times already, wanting to stretch it out…
    yes. it is VERY different there.
    the jump.

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  29. grace Avatar

    what i mean is, though i have stretched your comment
    out several times…
    i really would wish you could say more….
    your View is much valued….
    could you?

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  30. saskia Avatar

    such a beautiful baby
    I love babies and I can hardly drive without side mirrors

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  31. grace Avatar

    she is such a Being in a baby form…we marvel.
    i have never used side mirrors…i use the Rear View
    unless changing lanes to the left, then i crane my neck
    to look out the window to the back….
    i NEED to begin practicing using the mirrors…with the big
    truck, there is no view with a Rear View…it’s just truck.
    So. I avoid stuff like this, but now i need to not avoid.
    ok.

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