windthread

small falling sideways wild sunflower

the Monday work away switched to today.  Was long.  A lot of conversation.  Needing to find words to portray things in a way that someone else can understand.

A saying goodbye conversation with Shelly who is the office manager at my Propane supplier.   I love Shelly.  She has BIG HAIR and wears really grand dangle earrings.  Sometimes when i call on phone for a propane delivery,  i sing to her on their answering machine.  It was a long and deep conversation.  You wouldn't think.  I only see her every six months when i order propane.  But we're good.  She asked that i continue calling her from California,  "just because".  She said they will leave the account in my name so Travis doesn't need to pay a deposit and Travis can just pay as he goes, for what he orders.  That was an un asked for kindness.  By the time all that was over,  not much left of the day here.

I dreamed last night that i was trying to show my mother something…trying to get her to understand something,  she was standing behind me as i sat at the computer and was bringing up Utube.  She was behind my right shoulder.  She appears frequently in my dreams lately…is identified as "my mother"….really nothing else much like my mother was,  but i just take it as it is in the dream that it's my mother.  She says little or nothing.  i'm not sure.  maybe nothing.  Anyway,  i am telling her…..

remember the other day?  and i was talking about Tom Petty?  …. this as i'm typing in Tom Petty on UTube….i get a song and say see?,  without turning,  or really looking at her at all,

See?  just listen a little,  you don't need to listen long….

and that's the end of that,  but i typed in Tom Petty in the Postman and watched it today.  I want to get that dvd or whatever it's called now for the guy that runs the post office i frequent as a going away present.   He's never seen the movie.  I like him a Lot.  Like i like Shelly.

Tomorrow the Rain is coming again.  A few days.