YES!…finally.  and having nothing to do with me.  Just of its own accord.  Yay!

don't know why,  but at some point mid morning,  it was clear that Every Little Thing Gonna Be Alright!

i was in the midst of moving things from here to there.  emptying the toy boxes and thinking how the printer and monitor can travel in one of them.   Finding wool felt and scraps in one 

 

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and giving in.  Putting those in the big shallow basket that Tazmeena has commandeered of late.  She uses it in the morning…it's on the counter that gets First Sun.  At night she sleeps on the futon couch but not happily.  In the old days,  she slept on my legs but she doesn't like the cot bed so, alas, the couch.  But it's getting cold nights.  Tonight will be 29.   Everything got shifted today,  even all the boxes shifted around and she found it disturbing,  like cats do.  All day she complained.  So,  we'll see how this works for her.  I brought that basket with wool to the couch for the night.  Maybe.  She did not seem thrilled.

and somewhere,  in the midst of the Just Going of all that,  Everything got OK.  I even "checked" .

"what about if all the doe Goats are too many for the Goat Boat?…"  ans:  there are 3 transport crates that can go in the back of the pickups.    "what if the guy that Bill knows with the pickup doesn't decide to participate?"  ans:  google pickup truck rental.  Albuquerque.  Yes.  ok.   "what if the buck Goats are too rowdy in the horse trailer?"  ans:  oh well,  it's up to them.  "how do we give them water along the way?"   ans:  with a bucket.  at a gas station.   "So,  what else?"  ans:  nothing.  that's it.

and suddenly,  of it's own accord,  everything got OK.   and there's more….   Was looking at Liz's post on I'm Going to Texas.blogspot,  her pics of work on her Place,  what's growing what's seeding  and i felt energized about the Hill in a very joyfull way and suddenly remembered to go out to that hat box from the other day,  to find that gourd,  well,  two of them…

 

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i grew these gourds the first year i lived here…22 or 23 yrs ago.  Dried them then either painted or drew.  Took them to the Santa Fe Opera House Flea Market.  These are the tops of the gourds,  cut off and inverted to become wall hanging vases.  They actually hold water.  This one,  the lizard wraps around.

 

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but it was This one.  A gourd.  with a clothesline.  a single piece of cloth.  This One.   Holding it,  i was able to imagine a clothesline on the Hill.  Near whatever home i end up with,  maybe even being a Dog Trot.   

Clothesline.  the second cloth i attempted after finding Jude was of the clothesline and First Bird.  What's the magic of that?  the Power of that?  Everywhere i've lived,  i've strung a clothesline.  Back in those vacation camping days,  when the kids were little,  first thing up was a clothesline.  

so it's a clothesline.  strung between some kind of trees there that i don't know yet,  but strung in my mind's eye and waiting for us to get there.

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8 responses to “reset”

  1. Nancy Avatar

    This…and the many, many, many past posts I just read fill me. I think of you so often and am so glad to read of your recent doings and your current almost here just going. May peace, calm and lots of love be with you as you travel. xo

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  2. Mo Crow Avatar

    love your magic gourds showing up at just the right time & look forward to seeing your clothesline on the Hill!

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  3. Hazel Avatar

    Something about clotheslines says “taking care and time”. Beautiful gourds.

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  4. Yvette Avatar

    The gourds are beautiful and thinking of clothesline , it is now thoughts line
    Really love you

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  5. cynthia Avatar
    cynthia

    i think of your clothesline..stretching all around the world that has been created here..strong spider web of connection..the thwap of hanging wet clothes ..bringing in the smell of clean cloth..sun dried..wind blown..ancient cloths spread on bushes..the retractable lines strung here in so many vermont houses..wood heat drying in the winter..smell of woodsmoke in your sheets as you slip onto flannel sheets..so timeless this vision you place out here this morning..marking the time along with you..oh the gourds..gentle day grace..

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  6. Susan Hemann Avatar

    hello, new to your blog, love your work

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  7. Deb G Avatar

    Can’t imagine life without a clothesline…

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  8. ali Avatar
    ali

    The gourds are very special, and I love the rightness of everything coming together after so much worrying, uncertainty, waiting and preparation. I’m reminded that when we aren’t sure of something, if we sit with a decision the answer comes – eventually. You have gone forward with such faith Grace

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