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this is the pic that was supposed to be there yesterday,  the second one,  but that somehow disappeared.  That white pvc in foreground is how the water flows up the Hill from the bottom connection to the "city" water,  which is out at the road,  Old Olive Hwy.   The water pressure is surprisingly amazing.  Now and then blows out hoses.  

so.  There is the enamel pot.  with the overturned lid and shell to weight it down.  The big copper tub.  Too big.  But what is here.  As of yesterday,  both hold fermenting walnuts.  I've covered the copper tub with a garbage bag as a lid to prevent evaporation.  Don't know how that will work.  There's another pot,  an aluminum one that i will cook walnuts in,  on the stove.  Hasten the process.  Maybe tomorrow.   The cast iron pot has debris of the Oak Galls.  can be reconstituted.    These are sitting on the chair and small table from N. Mex.  at the hammock.  B.    I am watching the movement of Sun.  There is one other place i might move all this to,  but only if it's really significantly better.  I like it here.  Makes me feel good.  And it's where the Cloth line is.   A dye station.

 

 

 

 

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the counter thing.  Just inside the door,  to the left,  just across from the fold down couch that i've decided is my bed.   Clock.  Tazmeena's bowl.  the yellow thing to the left is the handle of the Fat Max Spotlight thing that is always at the ready in case of wierd stuff in the night.  Not aesthetic,  but necessary.   I found this piece of cotton,  not quite big enough,  but close,  to use as a design wall.  Can pin things to it.  That wall there is 36×30.  It's going to have to "do".  When i get back to the Storage Unit,  i'll see if there's something better to use,  that will cover the entire little wall.   

the post yesterday….referring to the Washington Post Opinion column was confusing.  It was meant to be two things,  but i just ran out of steam.  The first was exactly that….the not being ok referring to what we are standing with in the Supreme Court and then,  all the rest.  All the rest being so much that is under the radar of the present commotion of daily news garbage.  The fact that one of the Dakotas has made it a requirement that voters need a street address.  P.O. Box will not do.  Which means that almost all native persons will not be able to register,  not be able to vote.  Almost NO reservations have streets,  let alone mail delivery.  Most have to travel miles to a local Post Office for mail.  This was true of the Alamo Res in N. Mex.  It was 30 miles to the post office in Magdalena for a lot of folks.   And all the things about environmental genocide.   

these things are not ok.  There is no pretending that somehow stuff will come out right.

so i wasn't referring to things here.  There's no pretending going on here.  and to clarify some,  what it is,  is Permits.  The Permitting for this and that,  building permits.  Land use permits.    They seem to be one thing,  but when you go forward with that,  they morph into something else.  There's permits to move Alyssia's home here.  Some thousands of dollars.  There's permits that were supposed to be ok about the use of gray water,  but turn out to be NOT.  So whether or not we will be permitted  to use composting toilets…which will be closely monitored by the county,  to employ a gray water system,  also closely monitored,  we still need to dig and create a traditional septic system.  Some more thousands of dollars.  Every thing is a few thousand dollars.  So it's a complex weaving through this bureaucratic maze,  which is all based  on Good and CAREfull land use,  so no arguement there,   but………………..      It's how to submit which request for which permit in some kind of order so that we can do what we want to do.  So that Butte County will feel ok and leave us alone.  There's just so much $.  

I will be fine,  really,  here.  I whine about space.  But as far as NEED,  i will be just very much ok.   That book that Jamie told me about…Tending the Wild,   M.Kat Anderson.  It will arrive at the Oroville Post Office tomorrow.  Anderson teaches at U CA Davis.  on going.  People have lived here for many many years.  I will learn things for Emrie.  She may very well need to know them.  Long after permits have gone up in flames.

 

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  1. jaime Avatar
    jaime

    Thank you for clarifying the issues with permits. It would be nice if you knew someone who could draw a road map of sorts. I always ask a librarian. They don’t always know but it makes me feel better.
    When I lived in Maryland I had a POBox for over 30 years. I would use the address of the post office if somebody insisted on a physical address. Most of the time it would work. But I am not Native American. Or African American in Georgia.
    Check to be sure you haven’t been kicked off the rolls at Vote.com.
    It takes so much energy to make daily stuff happen in this world.

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  2. Mo Crow Avatar

    (((Grace))) I marvel at your cool!

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  3. joanne Avatar
    joanne

    Thank you for this post, Grace. Now I understand about the permits and the septic etc. All before a house can be moved or built. It makes sense.
    The voting things going on– I hope there is a special Hell for those who live and think with such Hate in their hearts.

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  4. jude Avatar

    Permits are a nightmare here. I admire strict protection for nature but I have also become aware of them as payoffs as well. It’s good to have a big picture of how they work. In my attempts to sell this house I’ve become aware of what builders here actually go through for permission to do anything. And the cost is astounding.
    I love your little dyeROOM in the forest.

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  5. Deb G Avatar

    As part of my brother’s permit for a project he wants to do he had to take out all non native plants for a certain amount of his land and replant with natives. This wasn’t an issue for him, he already has many but I thought the requirement was very interesting. As you can guess permits are needed for everything here too.

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  6. dee Avatar

    Lost a longer comment so just this — the vote is everything right now so the egregious voter suppression going on is particularly demoralizing. ND and GA, too.

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  7. Tina Avatar
    Tina

    My brother in Hawaii has been going through all the same things waiting to build on a property he bought some three years ago .. so I totally understand what you’re talking about. As for The going’s and comings going on in Washington .. makes me weep. And I had no idea about the address and P.O. Box crazyness .. one more to add to my list of WTF!!

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  8. Martine Bos Avatar

    I mostly like this:
    i will be just very much ok.

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  9. Michelle Slater Avatar

    Clear. Nothing good about the voting situation or the manipulations that every damn being in power is making to block and suppress voters. And, so much to consider with permits (sometimes to be seen as payoffs though some part of which is legitimate environmental concern). Money, money, money, Eeeeeek. I’ll take a lottery ticket and if it wins I’ll mail you the ticket to cash in. Long shots are better than no shots at all. Meanwhile, your little nest will do and you of all people I know will make the most of what you have. That WILL all work out eventually.

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  10. Liz A Avatar

    The shreds of blue sky in the first picture are amazing … and inspire me to think that the vibrant blue I have been considering is indeed the right cloth for the Moon Myth cover. Thank you!
    And this thought: shining a light on voter suppression can work … the most recent example being the shenanigans in majority white Waller County, Texas which has a local college with a substantial non-white student body. They went a step too far this week and got highlighted on Rachel Maddow’s MSNBC show. Long story short, today’s paper detailed how officials will be at the polls to ensure students get to cast their ballots.
    Now on to Georgia!!!

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  11. grace Forrest Avatar

    Alyssia is the map maker. She’s slow and soft and
    Going. Slow. Soft. Going
    i am registered….as of today, oct. 24th

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  12. grace Forrest Avatar

    cool…well, an ease. a just Going.

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  13. grace Forrest Avatar

    am thinking a lot about Hate these days

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  14. grace Forrest Avatar

    it’s the world we have created and live in. Money. not any surprise, we have all bought into it in one way or another ongoing for so long, and here we are.
    and here is a dye station in the forest. Simultaneous.

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    yes. all we have. i will guard my vote with my life

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  17. grace Forrest Avatar

    Aware. so much to be AWARE of

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  18. grace Forrest Avatar

    Martine….oh, Martine….such Love to you over there

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  19. grace Forrest Avatar

    it may or may not work out. But for sure, the little
    nest will do.

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  20. grace Forrest Avatar

    what ever We can, however WE can. Holding. Holding.

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  21. jude Avatar

    the nature of the beast has many sides. simultaneous is one of the greatest tools for balance. because here we will always be.

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  22. grace Forrest Avatar

    Simultaneous … like a Being. named…Simultaneous,
    is presenting all around me, more and more.
    Quite surprising, the reach of Simultaneous

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  23. jude Avatar

    it all that is really, life and death.

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