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Julian is tentative about a lot of things.  Most things.  But this he KNEW.  They,  he,  his mother, Alyssia,  were down feeding Goats.  Giving Water for this evening.  I am waiting inside with Emrie,  getting her ready to go for the day and i hear yelling.

a soft yelling,  not sharp, but soft,  but yelling….Old Nana!  from Julian    Gramma from Alyssia  

I gather Emrie up and go out the door just as Julian arrives.

She was on the Doe Goat's mineral bucket.  He saw her as he was watering.  Called his mother who said,  don't be afraid.  Call Old Nana.

just the other day,  or ….maybe yesterday?, i said to Alyssia…But Where are the Praying Mantis?   Are there no Praying Mantis here?

 

 

 

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i put my hand to Julian's stick and she came quickly.  I spoke to her ,  to just wait, to wait and i would take her back to where she had been,  take her back,  just wait.  She did.  Can you see her on my wrist?

Everything is ok now.  Totally.  Completely.  Everything is just as it needs to be,  whatever that is.  and is OK.  Here we Go.

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17 responses to “Everything is ok. Totally. and Completely just so ok.”

  1. jaime Avatar
    jaime

    Makes me smile. Julian Looks so very serious and totally aware that he was carrying someone so important. Someone alive,someone “Old Nana” was waiting for.

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  2. jaime Avatar
    jaime

    By the way, you are in bare feet and I am preparing for the first freeze. Just sayin’

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  3. Michelle Slater Avatar

    Praying Mantis!
    Yes, absolutely OK.

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    just say hello , it is a great feeling when we can say : everything IS o.k !!!! and so it IS !!!

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  5. Marti Avatar
    Marti

    This is a huge JOY, spirit has settled in and all has been blessed. For me, when we moved to New Mexico, that same feeling of JOY came when I found a walking stick slowly crawling outside on the glass sliding door in our kitchen. ( I think I sent you a photo). See these special beings are what signify that all is in place, that we have moved from being guests of the land to living together, co-inhabitants of the land. To know that Julian found the praying mantis is a great gift. His wolf t-shirt is awesome and I smiled because there is something about 9 yr old boys and their love of wolves. My grandson Spencer has a wolf t-shirt that he wore for his 4th grade class photo and has asked to be called Wolf instead of Spencer…causing no end of confusion for his teachers!

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  6. Tina Avatar
    Tina

    Woohoo .. so OK .. yes beautifully OK.

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  7. Mo Crow Avatar

    Yay! good to hear & love seeing these photos of you, Julian and the praying mantis on The Hill

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  8. Martine Bos Avatar

    So good to see….makes me happy………everything fine…………

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  9. Peggy McG Avatar
    Peggy McG

    so big! Such a wonderful moment for you all!

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  10. grace Forrest Avatar

    yeah. bare feet. Still. it remains so warm. Lo 80’s. i am grateful for this, the Warmth….ongoing till, when.
    no freeze. maybe not ever. we can’t know, but no freeze is ever expected.
    Julian is an interesting person. We butt heads. But he
    knows certain things…the Old Nana, and he knew that
    this Being would be of Great Importance, felt it to be a special moment, to bring Her

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  11. grace Forrest Avatar

    such Beings they are

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  12. grace Forrest Avatar

    in it’s moment. Yes. Very much. OK.

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  13. grace Forrest Avatar

    he felt that…to bring Her, to having been First to
    Sight Her

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  14. grace Forrest Avatar

    so much….just SO MUCH

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  15. grace Forrest Avatar

    This Hill…it Goes

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  16. grace Forrest Avatar

    yes. In its Way. It is Fine.

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  17. grace Forrest Avatar

    to feel Her on my skin….to ask her…wait….wait….and
    She waited, her head turning, looking, seeing
    i just LOVE them, their SENSE of themSelves and Humans

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