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the kids,  Destiny and Julian,  put two small Strawberry plants in the Wall Garden.  Just from the grocery store.   There have continuous strawberries all along.  A few and then a few.  Not Lots.  But they continue now,  more blossoms,  more strawberries.  They are not Over.  ????  But what is Great,  is that they have sent out so many runners.  There are now MANY individual plants.  I imagine in the next Warm Season we will have strawberry shortcake.

Wall Garden.

I made potatoe soup and put in some of the parsley that is in profusion.  Some little bits of the Basil seeds,  some broccoli and cauliflower leaves.   Soup.

On the way up from the bottom of the Hill,  from campsite A where the Wall Garden is,  i stop  where the roll of fencing is at the side of the road there.  Sit.  Catch my breath.  Tonight i heard the voice of a bird and let my eyes scan,  gaze.   Yes.  it was a Pileated Woodpecker.  Big.

from this spot,  i go up,  into B.  Up and then sit there,  moments,  to  catch my breath again.  Check out the walnut vats.  Just look.    And then,  on.   all the way to the place i live.    Live.  Meaning feed self,  sleep.  Have stuff.  The place i live.  

we talk here,  about "home",  about being home,  leaving home,  becoming home.   And i look and think about how this is where i Live.   Where i make food.  Where i sleep.  Where i have brought the Goats to,  Tazmeena and Tay.  it's where we

Are.

I have been watching Ishi,  the Last of His Kind     Snag Films……important,  Snag Films,  there are others,  but this one.  I don't know how this film has to do exactly with what i'm thinking about without really knowing what i'm thinking,  but it does.  I've watched it  5 times in the last couple days.  I'm not sure what i'm seeing.  I keep watching.  I'll watch it again before i go to sleep tonight.  Probably when i get up again in the morning.    I remember when i first knew about Ishi,  i was i think 19 and my friend Jane and i read the book about him.  I think about that…about what it meant to me then,  at 19,  what it means to me now,  and living where he lived.  He might even have been exactly here.  ????  when he made his way into Oroville.  Maybe his footpalms touched this Earth.  Could be.   Home.  what it meant to him.  Home.  what i am learning.   What does that mean? and How does that matter?

 

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13 responses to “just thinking”

  1. Michelle Slater Avatar

    I had strawberries in the whole back plot of the Church garden. They ran from the front to the back in a year! Good too.
    ISHI-I read this – https://history.library.ucsf.edu/ishi.html
    and I watched – https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=0ZB9oKQaCN4
    Wow Grace!

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  2. jaime Avatar
    jaime

    I read, “Ishi, Last of His Tribe” in my early twenties. I still have it. I was so surprised when I saw that he came out in Oroville (M Kat Anderson) that I did google earth to see the plaque and the area he was from. I wondered also if you walk where his footsteps were. If or what is the same or changed. You live in such a magical REAL place. One of the things it means to me is that you are living on ground that has been sacred to others. Respected, loved and cared for by others. What a loving piece of history is a part of the air you breathe and the dust you wash from your own feet.
    So now I will try to find the video. Snag films. Smile.

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  3. jaime Avatar
    jaime

    Ugh. I should have re–membered all the other parts of the history – the white part. Like the gold rush. And the ranchers. And surveyers. And why he walked out in Oroville. The film was a reminder. How Native Americans were viewed and treated. How anthropology could take the soul from a culture never mind a human. Yet, the above post is the other side of the coin. I meant that also.
    I heard that the tribes in North Dakota have found a way around the voting issue that may “probably” be acceptable.
    Thank you Michelle for posting the link. You always seem to find where to go or what to say. Thank you.

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  4. Tina Avatar
    Tina

    I have never heard of Ishi .. this is why I come here .. you all help me grow .. mind body and soul! Big Thanks!

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  5. Martine Bos Avatar

    Strawberry fields forever…………..

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  6. Mo Crow Avatar

    fresh strawberries with goat’s milk yoghurt in the not too faraway!

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  7. grace Forrest Avatar

    the dust i wash from my feet.
    i’m not sure what all this is Saying to me. I sit with it.
    i’m not sure.

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  8. grace Forrest Avatar

    how do you live today, as Native? How do you mix the past with the now?
    How do you live, as anglo, on Native land? How do you mix the past with the Now?

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  9. grace Forrest Avatar

    Tina…
    i love you
    for your open ness, your great Heart

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  10. grace Forrest Avatar

    fields. we could have fields of them

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  11. grace Forrest Avatar

    mmmmmm, yes. and cheese.

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