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what if it were sudden.  and unexpected.   ?   No explanation for why.   The ones that she had become dependent WITH,  simply did not appear.  The means of communication,  the cell phone,  no longer functioning with only her half of the financial support,  disconnected from the ether.  She is here.  The Hill is here.   Everything is here,  seemingly as it always has been since she came.  But now,  just her.   She is mute.  Her language sounds seem what?,  i don't know,  but seem well…out of place.  So she remains silent.

 

 

 


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At first the Other People just watch her.  Turn their Attention toward her,  sensing her Need.  

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i seem to have reached some point with my ability to just eat news.   Consume the bullshit and deliberate confusions.  I'm not able to see anything in particular that tipped the balance,  but it tipped.  Any sane and kind being would not accept what's happening in this country.  Never before would this country be willing to stand by and watch.  We have reached a limit,  i think.  And anything can happen.  It's our choice.  I don't know what we can do.  I have no ready solution.  Maybe we just keep going?  the result,  the consequences will be what they will.   So, i think this is why i am wandering in to this Other Thinking.  Maybe it's a kind of Asking for HELP.  From the Hill.  The Beings of the Hill.   Asking that they give me another way of communicating.  Asking them to show me….how it is with and for Them.   

 

 

 

 

 

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24 responses to “What if?”

  1. joanne Avatar
    joanne

    I think these are questions we are all asking. Who will say “enough”.
    Like the emperor with his “new clothes” that were not clothes at all.
    The fungi on the tree bark–quite interesting.

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  2. jaime Avatar
    jaime

    I don’t know either. Chop wood. Carry water. Make soup. Until we do know.

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  3. Michelle Slater Avatar

    Not easy watching chaos stumble along making all the wrong choices. But what can we control after all. Just ourselves and the ways we are with those beings and things closest to us. Not easy but doable. I’m sending strong love telepathically, knowing it is received even if all the machines fail.

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  4. Marti Avatar
    Marti

    Sat. Jan. 19th. 2019 Women’s March in Chico. CA.
    Sun. Jan. 20th, 2019 Women’s March in Albuquerque, New Mexico.
    Out of that first march, over 100 women now in Congress.
    Out of that march, a feeling of connecting to something so much larger than ourselves. Will it be the same this year? I don’t know.
    Will I march this year as I did two years ago? I don’t know.
    What I do know is that, while it was so important for me to attend that first march, to carry my little homemade sign that said:
    R – Rights
    E – Equal
    S – Strong
    P – Powerful
    E – Emboldened
    C – Community
    T – Together
    I think this year, it is more important for me to reach across the fence, walk that talk from my little sign, and see how it is going with my neighbor Alan.

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  5. jude Avatar

    First we ask. Then we consider. Then we go. Eventually we ask again.

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  6. kathy dorfer Avatar
    kathy dorfer

    agree … i keep having faith that we are better than this .
    love is a good answer ….

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  7. dee Avatar

    out of your cry for help which is all of our cries for help, come some of the most beautiful pictures you’ve ever posted. This is no silver lining to the escalating, alarming, terrifying shitstorm that is America right now, but it seems worth noticing.
    I feel the tipping point too (is it wishful thinking?) and with that comes more fear, for I believe those that say the closer the GOP gets to defecting, the worse it’ll get.

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  8. Beth Avatar

    Circling back to this because I wasn’t sure what to say the first time. Steadfast seems to ring true. It feels like love with endurance.

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  9. Tina Avatar
    Tina

    Frustrating .. heartbreaking .. it is all
    so unimaginable. Deplorables is a word I feel a need to bring back.

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  10. jaime Avatar
    jaime

    One thing I learned 20 something years ago is that the wheels of government grind s l o w l y. But once they start, the momentum is hard to stop.
    This tipping point you sense might be from the elections and the changes in the makeup in congress – balanced – against the crap this GOP has thrust upon us these last years. What is tipping is the bigger picture, the long term.
    Picture an old fashioned see-saw with buckets at each end. We are wobbling right now. Trump on one side, democracy on the other.I think Trump is aware this balance of “power” is shifting. He knows his days are numbered so he is using all his sick ways to keep his false dictatorship. Distraction. Lying. Cruelty. Temper tantrums. But I don’t think it is working in his favor anymore. I don’t think this will be able to continue because the Republicans are about to stop tolerating his antics. They are tired of “debating lunacy”.
    My hope is the momentum is changing. The wheels are starting to grind on the Trump Administration. No, it’s not over, but maybe the cracks are widening. Does it help now? No. But that is where I find hope. That balance is what I look at. Those images of movement, balance, erosion and cracks. kind of like a rock in the forest.

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  11. Dana Webb Avatar

    The political situation is very hard to bear and will probably get worse, but it feels to me like the death throes of an old order. (I just hope the thrashing doesn’t kill us all.) The underlying forces that have produced our current lunacies have surprised me by their strength and persistence, but the absurdity and cruelty that they are now clearly showing will crack them like ice will crack a rock.

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  12. grace Forrest Avatar

    it is just Amazing….so vibrant, so vigorous, so its SELF

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  13. grace Forrest Avatar

    it’s kind of reassuring. that whether we know or don’t know, the motion of the day remains the same. I like that.
    a Lot

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  14. grace Forrest Avatar

    i’m remembering that movie…the Postman. Kevin Costner.
    the final scene. for me, a letter from the Canyon
    in New York

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  15. grace Forrest Avatar

    it’s all important. every single iota.

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  16. grace Forrest Avatar

    but we always go. we always go, even during the asking.

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  17. grace Forrest Avatar

    keeping Faith is interestingly, possible right now. ????

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  18. grace Forrest Avatar

    maybe that’s how it will need to be.

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  19. grace Forrest Avatar

    i like that concept a lot, steadfastness. I like the feel of it.

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  20. grace Forrest Avatar

    all the words. they come into play for Real now

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  21. grace Forrest Avatar

    i don’t know either. But over and over, no matter what,
    i DO know my own sense of Right. And no matter what,
    it still is Gentle and Breathes Kindness. so…
    whatever. Some things can simply remain

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  22. grace Forrest Avatar

    i will sit with the Rock, ask.

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