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Prompt:  create a companion because no tree should stand alone.

i immediately knew what to do.   I took it literally and went in search of  the Medicine Buddha,  but there was no Medicine Buddha,  I'm not sure which this is,  but i will trust.    a companion.   on the original Tree page.   It's Good.

 


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received in Mail….tea bags from Joanne and returning home held them,   felt them,   and just to my left here at the Everything Table,  on the lap of the small buddha were some VERY small cutting scraps and i immediately placed them.   As i would VERY small cloth scraps.   This is a large step for Collage.

 


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Talkie's molting progresses.   Her   ?cape?,   her neck and shoulder feathers….full and replenished.   Head and tail, not so much. We got her meal worms,  protein ,  to help it along.    

 


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OOna.    one of the two Elder Does.  She and Onday.   Onday is in a world of her own.  OOna remains attached.   If you stand still for any small length of time,  Oona will be there,  standing next to you,  mouthing the hem of your jacket.   Talkie often stands on her back in the morning.  She doesn't mind.  Oona  is Arctica and Buckwheat's mother….she delivered them the day Jenny first arrived in California years back.  She returned to New Mexico.   She is here now.    Buckwheat was Nogal's sire.   Nogal is soft,  like her.  Arctica is wild like her  Buckwheat.   We have begun telling Goat stories to refresh and enliven our memories in case any of the breedings  "took".   We talk about maybe bottle feeding.   There's pros and cons.  

Went to the MVD today.   As i approached the stop sign at the street just before it,  out of nowhere,  behind me FAST was a California Highway Patrol SUV,   ……having a no good license plate,  i contracted,  small,  unidentifiably  grey,  told Tay to lay down.   Ninja.   But…ahead,  down the street was something going on and many police flashers.  Good.   They were preoccupied.  I proceeded through the stop sign and turned into the MVD parking lot.   Waited only one hour and took the test for the second time and PASSED!!!!!!   only one wrong!!!!!!   LEARN,  grace.   LEARN.   All the imagined possibilities….all of them…..for no good reason.   I studied the book  and it's done.  In two weeks i will have a real driver's license.  Which i will be able to renew OnLine ad infinitum till death do us part.    I can GO  ON.   Living.   ME.   i am ME with an identity provable.    How crazy,  but also how Great.   it's done.

and feeling all Happy i stopped at the automotive place on the way back that the guy on the corner said to go to and told him i needed a carburetor and he said…oh,  no.  he couldn't.  I pushed….why?   and he said you can't find one and i said what if i find one and can bring it ?    Would you put it on?   ok.    So.   We just go.   Some at a time.   Bill will find  me a carburetor.  It will arrive in the mail.   Get put on.   We will pass the Emissions Requirement,  just like i passed the necessary stuff for the Identity.  This life is strange but there are ways to navigate.   I'll find them.

 

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23 responses to “Given. So Much. without even knowing what to ask.”

  1. Acey Avatar

    oh grace. am so happy for you. it’s DONE, you’re YOU and there’s no reason to contract unless it’s for another kind of reason you’ve chosen for strong Purpose.
    am so so happy.
    also yes to what you said. it IS just like the cloth. and you found that from tiny things and Joanne’s teabags.
    it’s going to be like when jude first realized she was collaging with cloth – you will bring this to that (cloth) same as she did. But you will also bring cloth to this. The skills/understandings/intuitions you hold and how they might translate.
    back and forth more than likely …

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  2. Joanne Avatar
    Joanne

    Loved your story so much I read it out loud to G and laughed along with me about the dmv congratulations on your new license good the package arrived never know with post office. Love your trees

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  3. Mo Crow Avatar

    Yay(((Grace))) you did it!

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  4. jaime Avatar
    jaime

    Congratulations!!! Happy for you.

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    ²

    beautyfull said ” but there are ways to navigate ” Yes ” WE ” find them , we do the work for it and let us lead by all there is .” happy for you / us “

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  6. Liz A Avatar

    finding joy in all things …

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  7. Irene Avatar
    Irene

    Congratulations!

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  8. Cheryl Fillion Avatar
    Cheryl Fillion

    Would love to see a collage, whether paper or cloth, of OOna offering Talkie a ride on her back. What fun that would be. Hope you find your carburetor soon.

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  9. Tina Avatar
    Tina

    Oona is beautiful .. and picturing talkie on her back really made me smile. Grace your just keep going attitude surely gets things done. As usual you totally amaze me. I send you warm love and hugs.

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  10. grace Forrest Avatar

    am so much looking forward

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  11. grace Forrest Avatar

    i’m glad you shared with him

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  12. grace Forrest Avatar

    i Did. I persevered.

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  13. grace Forrest Avatar

    it was a great moment when watching him go though my pages page after page and then only on the final page, he marked it. One. only one.
    And today, i am coming down from the high level of anxiety it was for those weeks….when i had to stand in front of them and realize that they COULD say NO. they COULD keep saying no. And i was powerless
    and then to have it all fall into my lap…that it was
    up to me.
    I value the experience.

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  14. grace Forrest Avatar

    yes. so much. yay.

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  15. grace Forrest Avatar

    maybe that collage will come. I wish sometimes i had
    a printer

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  16. grace Forrest Avatar

    it’s really not so amazing in person…is just keeping on
    keeping on….Love back to you

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  17. Peggy Mc zg Avatar
    Peggy Mc zg

    Never underestimate a woman. Where there is a will there is a way!

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  18. Peggy McG Avatar
    Peggy McG

    So I cant even type my own name!!! Peggy McG

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  19. grace Forrest Avatar

    and you Know this more and more everyday….Love
    the Mc zg. Has a new flair!

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