we're talking now about Next Year.   Already.   We already had this conversation.  Twice.   but here we are,  repeating ourselves.  WHAT do we want to grow?    WHAT do we EAT,  all the time.   Would buy from a store.   Grow that.    

Cucumbers.   Last year they were bitter.  Maybe less water than they needed?   or,  as my Farmer's Market Guy said…"just the long ones.  Only plant the long ones".    Here we have both.  Jenny brought pickling cucumbers,  little plants.    I planted seeds for the "long ones".   We have both.  We do not have the Straight Eights.    I watch them closely.  Some holes in some leaves.  Amongst them  there are more and more Basil,  self seeded from last year.   A and i talked today about making Pesto,  the freezer thing…in an ice cube tray.   No one loves Basil a LOT.  Once in a while is good.  But………Basil  WANTS to grow.  Like,  really.  Really wants to grow.  Lots.  Compromise.  While i studied this,  the Hawks kept their motion above.   I think there must be a nest.  Young ones.   I listen…watch the flight patters,   the design of their coming and going amidst just some TALL PINES.  Basil, Cucumbers and Hawks.

 


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i didn't want to do Anything today.   Felt FLAT.   

and what always works and is uhhhh,   satisfying,  is picking out the threads of seams.   From clothing,  so,  mechanical seams,  tight.   Slipping the tip of the scissor in and cutting,  above and below and pulling out…it could be tedious,  but it's not…just very satisfying….pulling the old threads out,  freeing the edges…..seeing their fibers…loose.  Free.

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15 responses to “determination…….*Ends up missing a pic. I’ll post that tomorrow, maybe.”

  1. Mo Crow Avatar

    Basil is such a strong herb, you don’t need heaps so maybe you can swap it for vegetables or herbs that don’t want to grow at your place when the local farmers markets can start up again?

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  2. Acey Avatar

    think that’s a great idea.

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  3. Joanne Avatar
    Joanne

    Basil is actually quite difficult to grow as it prefers dry not wet conditions and cucumbers the opposite . At the greenhouse we always had to remind ourselves not to water basil. My cucumber seedlings which I thought had disease are now strong and green. I just had to give them time I guess . Pickling ones as I make simple fresh pickles.

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  4. Peggy McG Avatar
    Peggy McG

    Once I get back on the road I will have a basil plant in my van! I have cleaned out one of two storage lockers except for 15 totes of fabric scraps… as I go thru them pulling out decent yardage for the thrift store, i realize how many garments I have unstitched with plans to use someday… I too find that process so relaxing and enjoyable.. the feel of the fabric.. the learning process of the construction as I deconstruct.. the thoughts of the person who stitched it together in the first place and the creativity that runs thru my mind about what it will become… i want to put it all in a huge heap like raked leaves in the fall and roll in it!! I have saved a tote full and the rest will go to a craft re-sell store.. but they are not open to donations yet..

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  5. Liz A Avatar

    I remember Jude unpicking seams, finding the cloth within to be a form of shibori … at the time I couldn’t imagine taking the time because, as you say, those machined stitches are tight beyond belief
    but recently, I did just that … took an old beach shirt from at least twenty years ago … opened the seams and found how much it had faded … seam shibori
    so yes, freeing cloth from its bindings … freeing self from whatever is tightly held … letting go

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  6. Deb G Avatar

    Important question, what to grow. I’ve really refined that this year. I can see the hawks.

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  7. Patty M Avatar

    I feel those seams giving up the edge of cloth under scissors
    and gentle undoing.

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  8. Kirsten Avatar
    Kirsten

    I usually wait until the end of the season before deciding what I want to grow the next year. That may determine where I plant and what i grow. For instance, last year, I had so many poblano peppers-one plant alone was over 6 feet tall and prolific. My tabasco pepper plant was also prolific. Only one tomato plant was good and 2 others were so-so.
    If I were smart I would record where everything was planted every year and how much it produced. Another thing to consider is not planting the same thing in the same spot every year.
    I did look up why cucumbers become bitter which had some interesting info: https://harvesttotable.com/how-to-grow-cucumbers-that-are-not-bitter-tasting/ and https://www.groworganic.com/blogs/articles/bitter-cucumbers-big-dissappointment

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  9. grace Forrest Avatar

    yes…the Markets have been going, but i am
    not going…so…

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  10. grace Forrest Avatar

    well….you’d never be able to guess that here in the
    Wall Garden…it, THEY get as much water as the
    cucumbers and flourish…maybe because they planted
    themselves?

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  11. grace Forrest Avatar

    yes!!!! like a leaf pile!!!!! I SO miss having space
    to just spread them all over!
    and a Basil Blessing in the van…this too…oh…..

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  12. grace Forrest Avatar

    it’s Glorious, the secret insides of the seam
    and even the design of the needle holes

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  13. grace Forrest Avatar

    i think about it every day. right now…cabbage.
    even if a “head” never forms, the leaves are so
    indispensable for stir fry

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  14. grace Forrest Avatar

    it’s just so so satisfying

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  15. grace Forrest Avatar

    yes!…good link!…i need to mulch. Heat here is
    unavoidable…always in 90’s now … the Wall Garden
    is positioned on the Hill so that they are shaded in
    the heat of the day, but…still the Heat remains…
    Writing this on 6/22…have harvested several and they
    are much better than before, i think it’s finding the
    particular type…the long slender asian ones seem
    to be the ones….

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