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these are the pics i loaded Tuesday,  late afternoon.  I'd been thinking a lot of things,  all day.  Intensely.  Was lost in those things when it became darker,  the color of the world more metalic brass colored.  Alyssia arrived to change the Ice  and after just a very short time said maybe you should load now.  There had been only a few sirens passing.  No large trucks,  no helicopters.  There were no warnings on the phone fire channels.   But we began because it felt Imminent.  At least we'll be ready,  she said.  

there was that BLEAT sound,  no words…just the sound from the phone and Jenny called saying she was on her way.   We checked the Fire Channels and there was a Mandatory for our area.   We loaded for the next hour or so.  We left.  Ended up at Camalot Equestrian Park where we went last year.  In Paradise.  Paradise.   I stayed,  sleeping in the truck till yesterday but then came here to Alyssia's house in Oroville where there was only an evac Warning.  They had begun setting up temporary horse corrals,  all their barns had already been filled.  More Rescue trucks continuing to arrive,  unload,  arrive again,  unload and on. Camelot is very different than the Fair Grounds at Gridley.  No people stay.  I was the only one other than all the Volunteers.  As always,  they take such CARE of all the animals.   written Saturday late day.

Sunday  September 13.    Before First Light. We went back last  eve to see them.  They are divided into 4  maybe 8×8 stalls.  enclosed 3 sides.   Clean.  Water.  Hay.   Rescue trailers still were arriving.    

the fiber figures above.  I used to call "us" Essential Beings.   still have these three…in a storage tub over at Campsite B.  That tuesday,  some days ago,  i'd been thinking of the Grass Person…the one in the middle.   i had an urge to make a mask…used to teach maskmaking workshops….made with your own face.  Wanting to make one now…..to wear  walking  this Hill.   I no longer have oil paints.   but i can collage the mask with cloth scraps…yes.  and 

other things

and maybe i can build some kind of cape body.  i had gone online,  that Tuesday,  ordered the plaster casting tape.  it will arrive this week.  if i get back to the Hill,   i can begin.

the Situation,   the  Fire,  remains Volatile.  Very little "containment".    so there is just this much right now. What i DO have and DO SO MUCH LOVE is all the conversation here Among YOU,  that i read as it comes in,  that i sit with,  that HOLDS me.  That i hold close to  my heart.   i Thank YOU ALL for this.   I thank you.   times a zillion.   Love and Love……………………….

 

 

 

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32 responses to “days”

  1. Tina Avatar
    Tina

    Hallelujah 🎶🎵 Hallelujah your post was the very best surprise I could have imagined this morning. Thank you so much for taking the time to let us all know that you are OK .. that the animal family is OK. My spirits have been lifted .. My prayers have been answered but know that I will continue to pray for peace .. love and safety but above all healing to fill our hearts and souls. Love love and more love to you Grace always in all ways.

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  2. jude Avatar

    Oh! I was just going to email u. Watching closely but not knowing exactly where you are on the map because you have a po box.

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  4. CFillio Avatar
    CFillio

    Thankfully you are all safe. It’s truly heartwarming to know that there are so many volunteers who will put themselves at risk to take such good care of the animals. Peace and love.

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  5. Marti Avatar
    Marti

    You have come here to us, to tell what you can and the thanks for your safety, for all of you being safe and holding together at Alyssia’s is a huge balm…that you could send this to all of us means more than you can know.
    Goats at Camelot is what I wondered about having read a little from the local newspaper. It is good that you can visit and that the people who are there care for them with such devotion.
    This entry is close to my heart for many reasons, namely for what I mentioned above… but also because years ago, when we first came to know each other, it was Grass Woman, she was always Grass Woman to me rather than Grass Person, I so loved from all of your Essential Beings. To me it is no surprise that it is this Being who calls to you at this time for she is the spirit of the land.

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  6. Jan Rowan Avatar
    Jan Rowan

    So wonderful to hear your voice…..yesterday as I was rewatching/reading Jude’s blog ( thank you Jude for your inspiration and everything) I was telling you in my heart that soon you would be home on the hill with all your beings stitching away to mend our souls as we mend the earth….love to you!

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  7. Deb G Avatar

    I look out the windows at the smoke that has traveled hundreds of miles and think so many people, so much. Sending love.

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  8. deb Avatar

    I so admire how steady and forward thinking you are.
    (((big love)))

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  9. Sarita in Oregon Avatar
    Sarita in Oregon

    Grace♡♡♡♡So happy to hear you voice. Ive been thinking and worrying so much. Much love and hugs, saritta

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  10. maria Avatar
    maria

    Grace i have followed in silence ; thanks to the wind , thanks to you and all those who care …
    namaste

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  11. Irene Avatar
    Irene

    So glad you are safe…

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  12. jamie Avatar
    jamie

    The best I could imagine in this time of horror was that you would be sheltered at Alyssa’s . I am so grateful that is so. And so grateful that you took the energy to let us all know, your other family scattered. We are with you in whatever way you need. Is there anything I can do for you?
    I am constantly amazed at the services set up for the goats and chickens and everyone although it is somewhat of a sad reminder of knowing how often this happens. BUt for now I will rejoice. YOU are alive and well. All of YOU. Big sigh, tear and smile. Love.Love.Love.

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  13. Nancy Avatar

    Deep, deep ~ tears in eyes SIGH. I am so grateful you all and all of the animals are safe. I too have tried finding The Hill on reports, but it has been tricky – like Jude says only a PO Box to go by. May you stay well, may your family and animals stay well, may the land you live on stay well…may we all heal. xoxo

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  14. Acey Avatar

    yes. I knew you were okay enough to be somewhere you were reading comments becuz when you got to reading my freakout I knew had done that because I got a blast of you-ness as well as aquamarine. thank you for that. i love you so much.

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  15. bethmark@frontiernet.net Avatar
    bethmark@frontiernet.net

    Oh Grace, I know how it is to live with fire too and admire your steady as it goes nature. very stabilizing for me.
    We also have been evacuated, days ago, fire 1 mile from us, 170,000 acre fire. We are staying home keeping thing as wet as possible….tho we are supposed to have left, many in our community have stayed to defend their homes.
    Climate change is real and we must be resilient.
    be well,
    hermosa

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  16. dee Avatar

    You are grace personified. Thank you for posting so that we know how you and family are doing.

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  17. Greta wells Avatar
    Greta wells

    ((Grace and all)) sending love from Vermont.

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  18. Angela G. Shipley Avatar

    So so good to see this post!! Much love and peace to you and yours, dear Grace.

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  19. Linda Avatar
    Linda

    So happy to know you are safe… sending love

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  20. Beth Avatar
    Beth

    Thank you for the news grace. Holding you close in my heart.

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  21. Jan Stevenson Avatar
    Jan Stevenson

    Grace, I’ve been listening out for you all as well. love,

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  22. kathyd Avatar
    kathyd

    I am so happy you are ok . I have
    been sending good thoughts your way .
    I have a friend that has lost everything
    in Oregon .
    I will keep you in my prayers .
    xoxo

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  23. Dana Avatar

    I’m so glad you and the animals are okay. I am thinking of you so much.

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  24. Michelle Slater Avatar

    Deb Lacativa alerted me just now—I’d been checking daily but not today. It’s 10:15 p.m. Manhattan. So, you’re all together now and the beasties are safe so far. Gosh, what a trial. Puppy and Tay? and those are wonderful doll beings. I see you sleeping in the truck-and now at Alyssia’s house in Oroville. Hope you all have air filtration. Jeez. My rain dance continues and the light to Buddha. Keep posting when you can.

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  25. vicky davis Avatar

    Hermosa…like grace, i wonder why you stay, but i also get the need. here in w. washington, we are breathing the smoke of california and oregon, and today it has a chemical taste to it.
    asthma keeps in inside, but i will flee if fire comes here.
    {{{{{hugs to you and all yours}}}}

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  26. vicky davis Avatar

    {{{grace}}}} i picture us 2 old biddies, holding hands.
    we are ok here at the moment. the smoke is nasty tasting today. not sure why. but i am packed, should we need to flee.
    my other peeps in ca. are ok too, so far. in grass valley area, and up hiway 49.

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  27. Kim Avatar
    Kim

    Thankful you are safe and not alone

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  28. Sue in Calgary Avatar
    Sue in Calgary

    I feel like I have been holding my breath for days. Good to know every body is safe. I can see from all the maps that it is not behind you yet. Some containment but not enough. Safe is good though.

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  29. jude Avatar

    the winds may be shifting in your favor…

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  30. Julie Stockler Avatar
    Julie Stockler

    Sitting on the bank of the Mississippi at dawn in the Airstream, with snoring boxer on one side and snoring husband on the other.The fog completely obliterates the river. I read your days and wonder how there can be so much peace and so much chaos at the same time. Biggest of love.

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  31. Carol Gabbert Avatar
    Carol Gabbert

    So very grateful to get this update dear Grace. Thank you to Jude for also posting. Know that I send love to you and animals in every moment.

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