windthread

a Birth  Day  of sorts.   Working through Orange…the Sacral Chakra ,  without working.  just riding what ever came without grasping,  and really,  without even Knowing…just awareness….the words Acey gave…element water,  change, movement,  flow,  sensation, pleasure, emotion, need,  desire, sexuality,  the Shadow,  guilt,  duality and i add

animus anima….which is duality

and i guess…it was just Time.   and what Beauty Full Time it was/is.   

this Cloth.   the surprising Vertical placement of the central scrap….????????   But i woke in the dark cold morning and in the light of the flashlight,  my lamp,   i suddenly saw it.   EEEEEEEEEeeeeeeeeeeeeand what…..a pulsing thread all the way back,  all the way back now 20 some years?,  to the day i shut down that second chakra ,  how i drew it….drew it in the form of a dried withered squash leaf….a self portrait of a cacooned or chrysalis self for who knew how long…the original drawing is somewhere at Alyssia's   and HERE

HERE  it appeared.   Speaking of Going. of Life,  of seeds,  germination, pollenation,  insects,  times/Lives, beginnings endings decomposition, feed,  soil,  life forms, begin again over and over and over  the movement of LIFE

from that day.    From that day.   to now.  here.   and how so much is reconciled and really,  joyous.

how the Agreement with the cloth…..to not Think,  but to just Do.   How it has brought me here….a Birth Day.   I am Me.

Happy Birthday,  me….happy birth day to you.

thank you,  Acey