windthread

i wasn't planning on it at all.   and then,  didn't think i possibly could.   But then….i thought,  ok…just for a minute and i watched the LIVE of the trial FOR George Floyd,  FOR his family,  FOR a huge portion of the population of the United States of America, FOR Truth and for humankind here,  in the country in which i live,  FOR these times

and it seemed just too much….i needed to plant things in the B garden which meant much to accomplish to receive the Planting.  I NEED to stitch the cloth.  NEED to stitch the cloth.  and alternate days with the Wall Garden where SO Much is needed…..

I can't watch.

but i did.  for a while.  then worked at B.  Then came back and did House work necessary then made food and watched some more as i ate that food.  And when i would have quit for the day….i continued.  at first by just touching the cloth pieces,  but they were Ready for me and moved into place.  

I'm glad i watched the LIVE trial….it is very different from reading words about it at the end of a day.  I met the witnesses,  Felt them.  Watching their faces,  their bodies.  I watched the lawyers,  forming their questions to get a specific response they wanted.   For George Floyd's family.  For all the past and future George Floyds  I will attend.  I will witness.   This is my family.