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till the Cloth says…..This way

and Crow appears

they came late.   almost dark.  All of them,  descending on this Hill that hasn't seen anything like this before.   They had been unavoidably gone to Sacramento ….way longer than anticipated and came LATE to bring the feed…the bales of Grass Hay,  the bags of Alfalfa Pellets

Jeff was standing,  we were talking,  when i noticed and saw…..the butterflies on his left leg….recognized them as T's pants.  Said that .   yes,  he said,  he wears her.  But tonight.   tonight,  there was a forward Energy to that.  Yes.  He wears her but also yes.  She is here in the Goingness of what there is.   We unloaded the feed,  the kids taking turns with the excellent FLASH light, the Fat Max,  easily and well,   taking turns.   Feeding Goats extra pellets,  Fate,  renaming Sunny Ray…..Darling.   I think of this.  Sunny Ray is also Darling.

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9 responses to “you have to wait”

  1. Peggy McG Avatar
    Peggy McG

    Ohhh this cloth gets better each time! Ohhh.. he wears her! Ohhh.. now Darling… such love!

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  2. grace Forrest Avatar

    his Grief is so intense…it could suffocate. But tonight…standing there, in the sweats with the butterflies….hers…it was EXPRESSED as we did what we did
    and Fate, whose real name is Jax, called an old stinky Goat Darling

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  3. maria Avatar
    maria

    yes ,she knew the inside of that ” stinky goat ” she remember

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  4. Grace maestas Avatar

    inside. yes. always inside.

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  5. Marti Avatar
    Marti

    Forever with him, with all of you…I enlarged your cloth and my heart overflowed because the beautiful, luminous purple triangle shaped cloth scrap next to the tree, resembles a butterfly wing…I love the Spanish word for butterfly, “Mariposa” and I will forever associate this word with T.
    Fate who sees so deeply, darling, yes…
    The Hill is such a huge presence for all of you: this Hill, the goats, a place to gather together, stand together, simply a place to just keep going…

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  6. Liz A Avatar

    (i am t/here)

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  7. Nancy Avatar

    Oh Grace, this evolution in the going…Fate…grief and butterflies…the joining and the moving. Sending love.

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  8. Faith Avatar

    That he wears her butterfly pants is such a lovely expression of his love for her. How could she not be near?

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  9. dee Avatar

    Heartbreaking. In some cultures butterflies represent the soul.

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