and i have no idea what this post is going to look like????? the pic….it's completely odd
and it RAINED. RAINED. like Winter Rain. SO NOT how it goes.
the pic….i was sitting quietly at Jude's House at Feel Free. at the Zone and having thoughts and feelings about PAPER and no longer having PAPERS, having left them behind in New Mex but wanting to see
paper touching cloth
and suddenly i thought of the shopping bags….i have shopping bags from Lakeside Grocery
so them and Inktense pencils and just nothing in particular but just wanting to See something happen and not a lot did, but something did and i keep looking at it
and have tried over and over today to post this pic and it's strange and wierd…half of what it ordinarily might be and for NO REASON
and i dreamed that Dee, Dee Mallon Pattern and Outrage was visiting me and i lived in a small shed kind of thing, like Small, half the size of this little tin house and she was across the table there from me, working on a collage i think…working on something and i kept trying to figure out how to make things a little ok…there were no windows only a sky light that was a window in a frame stuck in the ceiling, the only light, and she didn't have anything to say and kept just glancing up at me over her reading glasses, and i kept muddling along and said…OH….i haven't offered you any food! i have onions and she said she washed onions with soap and water and i said oh!, not me and she got up and went…went like being 2 ft maybe, went to where i kept my food in an apartment sized dishwasher and pulled out a cutting board and it was covered with fruit flies and her eyebrows went up but she didn't say anything and then there was noise at the door where i had a metal step ladder propped against and i moved it and opened the door to find 3 men standing there with gas company uniforms on but not really gas company people, and only one had an N95 mask and he was asian and had a lisp and when i said….What Can I Do For You?, he said things but i couldn't understand all the words, there was no context, and one of the other ones repeated what he had said and i said that i couldn't really do anything for them because my fiend Dee was visiting from Massachusetts and i thought oh cripe, fruit flies and now this, and we really needed to get to the grocery store…
Thank you Dee. I love you.
ok, going to go hit publish and see what shows up here.
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