it happened again. Yesterday….the NYT to help me think about Covid. Today, it's NPR to surprise me. To help me think about Resistance. About all that i have been working through is in fact, Resistance.
and of course. it began this morning at first light with 1 2 and 3. the quiet Beauty of how things are. and then….3 insisted. To be amidst the Quiet, the cloth i have always called, in my own mind, not aloud, always called the Warrior cloth. Never aloud because of misinterpretation…warrior…concept of warrior… This, .the Stand and Face What You Know kind of woman warrior. The No Te Rindas warrior woman. we could use the thing of Resistance. i wish i could have worn the dress. it didn't fit. But this allows it to be here now, in this way. This morning. in the days of the coming of the New Year, so in need of understanding this kind of Resistance.
4 was immediately there. But i looked and looked for what seemed like forever for 5 which i remembered but couldn't picture, but knew i would recognize. And finally…yes. 5. and to Stop at this point. Sit with this much. Let them be fully what they Are.
NPR All Things Considered. How to think about rest as a form of resistance. Shereen Marisol Meraji interview with Trisha Hersey.
Rest as Resistance
Our productivity equates to our worth.
……, my productivity equates to my sense of self worth. productivity means Making. I must be Making.
this is going to take time. deep time. but it's the answer to so much that i wasn't understanding. even in the cloth making, the buying into capitalism, the driver of this culture.
Another Atmospheric River. Deluge. HUGE WIND. making these thoughts even more clear.
i look forward to tomorrow, to 6. i have no idea.
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