something is wrong with Tay. i can't run through the progression, but it began maybe just before Jack Flash slammed her into the Rain House. Since, things have looked like they were holding their own and then not. Things happened. I'd hoped it would all just end up ok and i wouldn't have to talk about it at all. But this afternoon we took the first appointment available in Chico at the emergency vet hospital. Where i took Tay that first year here for the rattlesnake bite. it took almost 5 hours. There are no answers. The treatment plan was that we go directly to UC Davis who is open 24 hours for a Neurology workup.
second was to leave her there and begin her on IV meds for seisures. coming home from that with various steroids, seisure meds.
i have ZERO ability to be coherent about it all in this moment. I signed the against medical advise paper and we brought her home. it's dark. night. we were gone when it was Feed Time for Goats. The first Ever. We were not here.
She is lying in a normal position on her rugs. I will lie down. What comes, comes.
i don't know what i will be able to write about this tomorrow or even when Ever. If you choose to comment, i don't know if i will be able to respond. i hope you understand. Tay is Me. I am Tay. someThing is blindsiding us, out of no where.
i feel like this sycamore out front….just skin
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