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These are every where.    never in any kind of  cluster,  often    Near   oneanother,   but everywhere .  Less than the size of a pea.   I sat with this one today,   off and on.    Emrie came after school and among other things gave a report on the Painted Ladies.   There are 9 of them.   Ms.  Johnson,  her teacher,  who she speaks of with such reverence,   Ms.  Johnson brought 9 chrysalis  a while back.  6  Painted Ladies have emerged.    they wait for the final three.   Today she was able to be the one to place  the orange slice in the new habitat.   She asks    Do you know how a butterfly tastes?      i don't,  i say   ummm,  they have a long thing,  she interrupts and says    That is the proboscis.  But they actually taste with their feet…touch things,  taste their feet and then if it's good,  eat with their proboscis.   I say    Tell me the the whole story again and she does,  with these new facts now,  how they have provided a new habitat since the emerging.   She uses all the terms  pupa,  chrysalis,  cocoon,  more i don't remeber.  She is like a Saturday Morning Science show.  Sure of her knowledge and taking pleasure in it.   I look forward to First Grade.  

i held my breath yesterday and YES     the finding was FOR  E. Jean Carroll.     i breathe.    but then at the end of the day hear that CNN has arranged a Town Hall with Trump for TODAY,    ……the timing?????   The amazement of this happening at all,  let alone the insensitivity of the timing????     Don't watch but see clips on various places i do watch news,  and most,  i am left with the     laughter     of the audience.   

so i sit here looking at this pic of today…sitting with the image longer,   feeling what it feels like,  all of it,   May 10, 2023   and go back to NPR   All Things Considered….the what often seems like the Easy Listening Channel,  but go back because they told me again about Pando.   Fish Lake National Forest Utah.   Pando,  latin for    I spread.    a tree,  an aspen,  quaking aspen tree,   spaning 80 football fieds,   weighing 6,000 tons.  One single root.   40,000  "stems" ,   a project to record  Pando's  sounds

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I think that today marks 2 weeks of chewing up  a plant leaf  and pressing it on the toes of my left foot  each night before i go to sleep.   Chewing 2 small  leaves and swallowing them each night before i go to sleep.   and 2 weeks of progressively  NORMAL toes,  of  very significantly cleared lung function.   Plantain.   First because it was one of the ingredients in the Heal All Salve that i can't get anymore but then thought…….It's only ONE ingredient,  but it's what GROWS here,  EveryWhere,   Grows at B Garden,   offers itself as i walk past day unto day,     and i just DID it.   and both those things,   the only "health issues"  i have,  are  maybe 80,  90%    better,   the toes ,   that had been ongoing maybe a year and a half?   

i am losing hope for this country.   that is my truth.   i don't choose to imagine how it all might go.    but the Hope i have in Children,   in the  Brilliance of this planet Earth   is being FED  day by day through more and more willingness to experiencce what almost feels like Magical Thinking….i am going back to it,   magical thinking,         there's other ways to speak of it and i will take the time to find them as i go.   i need to.   it's all i have to give in exchange.

 

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14 responses to “Painted Ladies Pando Plantain”

  1. dee Avatar

    Amazing about the plantain! Gratifying what the jury did in NYC. Of course I had cruder things to say about the finding of “no rape” having to do with the size of trump’s dick, but I’ll spare you. I watched as much of that CNN interview as I could stand. It literally turned my stomach. That audience! Good god. People are saying it was a rally not a town hall or even that it was a campaign contribution. I’m not sure if I’ve given up hope or not. Probably not because I continue to feel a sense of urgency about how slender the road is for the preservation of democracy, how little time left. Also (and this is way more than a footnote), most days I don’t let myself think about how all the ways that fighting the rise of authoritarianism is keeping us from addressing the climate crisis.

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  2. Joanne in Maine Avatar
    Joanne in Maine

    I feel this way also…….How slender the road is….each day I stop and ask..why? Why do we let this continue…..where is the STOP. The- OMG what have we done???? Not yet.

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  3. Carol Avatar
    Carol

    Grace, your last paragraph is deeply touching and a very familiar place for me. Hope and Magical Thinking
    and a large sprinkle of gratitude for beauty, it’s all I have left. And somehow I have to make it be enough, at least for this day. Somehow in my thoughts, words and action today I must give thanks for what is and who is and how it is. So let me begin here, with the magical, compassionate, love you hold for your corner of the world. The children, the animals, the “place” that by your sharing, I have come to love. I “hope” that I can be with and love my “place” as well .
    You are loved❤️
    Amen

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  4. Jude Avatar
    Jude

    I spend a lot of time imagining no country. It’s easy if you try.😎

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  5. Nancy Avatar

    From Emrie’s new learning…to being inspired to go listen to the NPR story and also finding this old piece, an explanation:
    https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=DU7sEymeXoA&t=449s
    How wonderful that the Plantain is helping.
    Do you know the kind of small flower? It is precious.
    Even with the wins…even Big Wins, the state of the world is just too hard to bear. a narrow path indeed Dee.

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  6. Mo Crow Avatar

    (((Grace))) love that the herb for your feet and lungs is growing on The Hill so abundantly!

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  7. grace Forrest Avatar

    “giving up hope” does not change anything, really, is
    i guess simply giving up a naivete of choice

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  8. grace Forrest Avatar

    Carol…knowing who you are and where you come from, i am
    so glad for your words
    We continue to Love. to be gratefull. to see Beauty.
    to Honor. i guess…to Love Love and Love

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  9. grace Forrest Avatar

    i will leave it to you then

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  10. grace Forrest Avatar

    i do not know how to Call this little one…hard to know how
    to look for it in this wide world

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  11. grace Forrest Avatar

    i’ve known Plantain all my life…childhood in Michigan,
    and here we are, now, in my old days, finally,

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  12. Liz A Avatar

    I hold on to the hope that there are more good people than “bad” people … maybe misled people is a better way to consider them … and that good-ness will prevail in the end … our better angels
    but it seems like the human race just keeps coming up with more and better ways to devastate things … from knives to guns, from TNT to atom bombs, from TV to the Internet … the latest “innovation” being so-called artificial intelligence, AI … and I fear this may be the last straw that brings it all down
    there is seemingly nothing I can do to change that, so I just keep going … one stitch at a time … one hug, one smile, one meal … continuing

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  13. Liz A Avatar

    I never knew its name, plantain … but in my childhood, how we would wrap the stem around the base of the seedhead and pull on the tightened loop to pop the seedhead off like a tiny missile …

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  14. grace Forrest Avatar

    one stitch
    one hug
    one smile
    one meal
    and the promise of Ever More.

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