windthread

coming up a lot in Emrie's thoughts and exchanges:   Imagine If      and     My wish came true.    She is facinated by both…likes,  maybe loves  entertaining their Meaning …..   how things play out in her mind…..getting the  CONCEPTs

So.

the Zoom is set up.    this Saturday.     there ended up being 18 of Us.   We will  Meet at the Well and ……explore from there.   Did i say that?,  i think i did….did i say….I wish there was a Therapy Group for …..   …….   ……and Wendy said….go.   and Alyssia came tonight and sat at the table outside that i had cleaned this afternoon…scrubbing with a brush….an effort at Aclimating to the HEAT….and….eeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee…..my wish came true

i made copious notes that really probably will mean nothing….nothing to do but just GO….see what happens….. with the assurance of Trust Thursday that  somehow it will all become Old Hat and i'll know how and click all the right buttons and….

i was at B Garden this morning,   early.   Lately been giving water late in the day…dusk….but yesterday…was too FULL and didn't so,  early    and in the morning light,   that branch…that magic black/white/black/white branch   just stood out in Neon   and when i was waking this morning ,  i could hear Tay breathing how she did…by the door…breathing in her dreams   so i am thinking that everything is going to be ok.    and once i'm no longer afraid of Zoon,  everyThing is going to be……….going to be….All that it CAN BE.   ok.