click the pic as if to enlarge and it might turn upright. Who knows.
I have to let it go.
Alyssia has done everything she can think of. only one more thing, and that's happening "as we speak" . She can check its progress from her home. She left. It had gotten dark and time for her to be herding kids to bed.
There's WordPress. A while back, during the last Event with typepad, i opened an account with WordPress. It recognizes me. I didn't go then because somehow, Typepad fixed itsSelf and i really like my space here…it's familiar. It's home. And i guess i believe in hope. Hope that some how, in the same unexplainable way things have gone wrong, things will all of a sudden go right again. It's possible. it's been 2 weeks, not so long in the larger scheme of things, right? What i do know is i can't keep fooling with it…checking to see if there's a change. I will need to just come here at the end of the days like i'm used to and if i can get a pic to load, sideways, then call it done.
What i also DO know is i've had ample time to see how it feels…to not be here. To see if it seems like it's "time" to excuse mySelf. I don't want to. There' are Things unfinished.
the pic…..one of the "exercises" from the Book. She said…."how does it feel to be you right here and now" pg.26 I am going really really slow. I lingered. this was the 16th, today is the 19th. it's still how i feel
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