out of nowhere, as Alyssia and i were talking and she saying how much she was CRAVING crab legs, out of nowhere i said, OK, we need a Holiday. Crab legs are New Years Eve. We didn't because they are a luxury and on New Year's Eve just after Christmas , Kids, ……..we didn't feel like that was possible so it passed by. But somehow in this moment, it stuck…Crab Legs. A Holiday. We'll make our Own Holiday. and it went on to thinking we needed Jenny. Her mother, my daughter. US.
so i washed the table of grit and dust, Jenny brought them from Chico along with new potatoes and corn on the cob and the three of us, the Three of Us , no kids, no brother/son no Jenny's man, just the 3 of us
celebrated. It doesn't have a name. It doesn't have a Reason other than to be celebrating the ending of the Summer Months of Maybe Fire, moving into the WET months of the Rain Season with all the challenges of that….a Holiday of Just Going maybe. Of things again Unrealized but remaining and i think that's enough to say….things again unfinished but remaining, and the determination to just go toward them…ever toward them
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