it's only been some days but feels like a LONG time. and i should say, it's not a laptop…it's a chrome book. It's the exact same one as the other one but it
works. and i guess has internal updates. the thought came….the blog is like the house of my mind. ? i think about this thought. in a way it is that, maybe, but also more. It's where i am with Us. i will keep thinking about this…
there was extra time. to reconsider. i brought out the rolled walnut cloth with these pinned on…..spread it out as best i could and realized things. There was no way i was going to be able to do what would be necessary to complete a Blanket, let alone 3. The reality of my space is too small. so i "sold out" . Alyssia and i had been looking at these things on FaceBook….Many sizes and this is the Throw size. 50X70. 100% Muslin. Soft. has Lift. expensive. but POSSIBLE. She picked the color…earthy grey. I'll need to take it to her house to lay it out on the floor, figure out the placing of the pieces, pin securely enough so i can roll and unroll through these next months. this is good. And if it works, save up for a second one. and part of the other thing that has taken root in me during this time….that came from the Gathering at the Well….. words that Wendy gave me….Radical Acceptance….
There are no school buses here. You take and pick up your kids. Julian has a half day on Wednesday and Alyssia had an appointment in Chico. Jeff picked up the girls but that left Julian…so i did. We decided to go to Panda Express…his fav, they don't go often, too expensive for all of them, i wasn't sure where it was. So he googled Maps and we DID IT tho i somehow got us lost on the way back but not so lost that we were really lost and we were happy about that. It was GOOD. really GOOD. I think he has agreed to be my wandering partner. Maybe that will be on his half day Wednesdays? I want to find GoodWill. on my own. he is really kinda cheating, but again…that Radical Acceptance and what that can bring…. But what came of this was driving back up CarefreeWay i saw, along the edge of the road by the creek
Plantain bright. vibrant. viable plants after the All Summer Dust Covered ones From the couple days of Rain in the last week or so? But Vibrant enough to be harvested and used to begin learning how to make Plantain salve. Minnow and i can walk down
so….I'm Glad to be back….i Thank You for coming here, listening to these things and responding and me then, responding to your response and maybe that can ripen….?
Love to you All
Love to me
Love to the Planet
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