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i like that they say    essential seeds       

the Garden will be different.   and      it's time to  focus on what i mean by that thought.    Why do i say it,  what do i    mean?   so in these next few days.   and then it's time to order.    February comes soon.   and i need to do the questioning and the ordering down There….at   the Garden.   Need to take the catalog ,  paper and pen and make the list  while sitting     There.   

the And More is a confession.   I succumbed 

to an advertisment on FaceBook.    Bells.   it began on a particularly hard morning of      News   .   and i looked and turned away and over the next days,   it appeared over and over and over and over i looked and turned away.   but then….i tapped…Order Now and because PayPal was an option,   i         DID IT.   because i couldn't decide which,    i got    BOTH.       fully accepting the possibility that they might not be as advertised and there might be regret…..

and since then,  every few days there has come an email notice of  Tracking  Status….and i was amazed to see that the first Bells were from Ireland,,,,???..,  the Witches Bells  which this evening are at customs

the second,  Serenity Bell is coming from     Czech Republic!   …!     ….   my   "mother land"   where my maternal grandmother was born and lived.   last tracking was Prague.   

it's embarrassing.   but somehow in this world of lies,    there is a crazy hope         always     for   Surprise and Beauty and Joy and somehow these Bells are representing  that for me….and well….we'll see.     Now you  know.   and can await the answer with me.  i'll keep you posted as their updates arrive.   

 

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