so just this.   day began at first light and was more of same,  just worse.   i sat here tonight thinking of how i could write about it and really,   there's no way it can make any sense.  and so no way that is of any use.   If we were a Goat Group,  the yes.  Otherwise, …

bright and early all is well.  everyone in their places.  I am feeling accomplished.     but…..we see him here,  thinking.   Where there's a will,  there's a way, right?    you can see the end of the catch pen that has the additional 4th board.   S hortly after this was taken the day began its ReRun. …

the day was hoped to begin to ReSet my self.    I got up at 4:30.   purposefully moved along with all my morning things,  an eye on the list of  possibiities i'd prepared.    This pic from last years seed catalog  has nothing to do with anything except maybe is an image of passion?  and…

Baker Creek seeds…for 2 years.    i will need more.  but some,  i never even used last year…the Agastache,  Blue Spice Basil,  one whole packet of Cilantro…. Every Circle of Seasons,  Circle of a Garden,   all these Plans.   Some carry though   some not at all.   It's always been that way.   I begin again this time. …

B Garden.     i righted two chairs ,  gathered pots that had been blown around.   emptied things that were full of water.   Found the container of Seeds from last season  (brought them back here)  and just sat.     Birds.  a slight breeze.  warm.   and just this sense of  some kind of  Waiting….?……is that it?   …

Since Earth had become so sodden,  they had changed their pattern.  Early morning spent Up Here and some away from this Tin House.   Sun begins warmest there.    and today was a most Beauty Full day,  55.  i was able to keep the door open almost all day.  Everything was BRIGHT…inside here,   Airy,  Clear.   It…

  the last few.   spirals.   not in keeping with how it's gone all along the way,  but have been stories of the days as they have gone along.   Soon,  i think,   that will be over and i will be able to go back to the original plan.  But these have been for me.  For my…

  yesterday, in comments,   Liz said   "sharing is an intentional act" so this morning.   upon waking.  still,  the book…Bad Cree.   And i thought about how i don't want it in my mind.   Wish it wasn't there.   and how i had shared it,   put it here.   Do i wish i hadn't?   yes and   No.  because it's…

  Bad Cree.    From listening to  NPR   Weekend Edition Sunday  January 15   Ayesha Rascoe segment with author Jessica Johns.  Alyssia and i talk a lot about books.  We are readers.   We also talk about writing,   Writers.   a lot.  we are not writers,  but we love writers.   a lot.   i thought to read Bad Cree…