cc it has a message.  i don't know what it is.   finished it last night.   today,    ToDay   i stayed   OutSide S U N     all day.   Brilliant  SunShine,  no clouds.   The warmth of It.    Alyssia and Emrie came bringing ice and pellets to fill the pellet barrel.   Emrie spent time,  a lot of…

  words keep disappearing as i write them.   Maybe i should leave it at this…these first words upon waking this morning.   but also…a GLORIOUS   Thing…. email from Lacelady.   Sue of ColourMart,  Featherbed Lane,  Shrewsbury UK  did Indeed find thread that matches the  snippet we sent.       She estimates it to be 70 grams. …

i lost any.    empty.   done.   Evening feed time and tho the trusty weather app said Pause,   it was raining. i stood there and thought     I'm DONE with this.   Just Done.    So i just went anyway,  through the rain and emptied the feed tubs of the accumulation of water from the day,   filled…

last week?  or two?  when i brought things up   from the storage tubs at B Garden,  this came.     It's about 3 " tall and at the widest part maybe  l  l/4" wide.   Little.   I grew it and ones like it in New Mex.  Larger ones.   All sizes.   I drew and painted on them.  Sold…

on road down yesterday,  infront of B Garden.  about 6 inches across i ate a continuous bowl of left over Pho,  very! spicy,  that Jenny had brought Wednesday.  it helped.  i need more.   In the 20 minutes or so of no rain around the 4 oclock feed,    cleared my little drain canal i'd built…

Carefree Way.   it was a little river. searched Chogyam Trungpa on UTube   found this.    Crazy Wisdom:  The Life and Times of Chogyam Trungpa Rinpoche   Full Documentary.   In our wandering free association ,  me and Alyssia,   often enough i say things about having come of age in the 60's,  how it was so Beauty Full…

and on…with Staying Power.   and about  "Belief".   it's not the word.   and how it's all to do with  Reciprocity that is simply There.  Available.   We open to it in so many different ways and i thought today how all are valid,  all are Real…so many paths,  all Real .  To just lean in,  then,   to…

turkey tail the sensitivity….no matter how careful i am,   the page disappears.   so.   we'll see.   please know tho,  that if i am squashed by a falling tree or swept away by Wind,   Alyssia would come at some point and tell you that.   Do not be alarmed.  All is always well,  in its own way. i…

  it is just a mystery why this spiral,  this Cloth is so perfectly what i need.   i could never have planned such a perfection.   It was mindfull but still,  of its own accord…the slow finding of the pieces that came to be what it is.   It's still here,  taking up most of the Everything…