Dawoud Abu Alkas       Reuters

woke…thinking…..What do i want?         I want to know more about Earthing.    I want to draw.   feet   Iris.     I want a necessary house.      i want to grow…..some thing. and then there were the articles in the Guardian.   I read beyond the headline…the full articles……the Children.  Children of Gaza.   they…

how would these      feel     in yet a different space again?     the pillow…from a fabric store in Ann Arbor Michigan maybe some 50 years ago and then,  the quilt that Tina made and sent since i've been here       ?    in a space that i look for now.   ,   , …

it's ok for me.    there's that thing tho,  about not taking the first thing you see????   Alyssia needs to        look around…. there will always be things that are appealing about everything,  right?    and i need to get on with Living.   Emrie and i have things to do and i think…

an old print out…from N Mex…..of part of Saskia's studio.   glued on to one of the first pages of this drawing notebook.   when talk began of a wooden house at B,  this was the spontaneous visualization.   Like this.  it could be like this.  and…..there could be a windowsill late yesterday Alyssia found a small building…

that woman in Detroit…i'm in my 20's….her genuine WW2 quonset hut in someone's back yard still possible and now too,  Arched Cabins

tried over and over to get the body proportions uhhhh,   comfortable.  and      can't.      so will let it go for now.  Maybe just let it go.

but there's more.