as you can imagine.   they took things too far.    my housemates.    This isn't the worst of it.   That,  the worst of it,   has been taking place in the Table Window.    and in the Altar Window behind me.  A few weeks ago,  Emrie asked if i'd named them, no,  so….she said the Table…

had begun this Cloth in February…went back to look…couldn't remember.   February.   and it was one of 3 most important for a while but then i'd set it aside.   Under things.   gone quiet.    still.     Sometimes i see the things i make as so BeautyFULL…not anything to do with me,  my making,  but THEM…how they…

  no matter.   no matter the day….the doings or the thoughts,   at the end of it,   there,  in the Garden for giving Water,  there is Peace. i squat,  holding the hose.  Water flowing on and into  the heated earth….there is a smell.    particular to these days of more than 100 degrees.   a smell of…

when did it get lost?   Did it?   Why don't i know?   Why hadn't i noticed and at least wondered?   ?????????????????????????????????? Here.   this Hill.   arriving into a Magical Place.   From a Place of Love,  but simplicity.   a small life  with    the backdrop  of the Rim of the World.   Here,  such Beauty and so   FULL.   …

  waking to a hyper awareness.    let that sift through.  drink tea.   Feed  sentient beings.   Feed self. a phone call,   and in the uncommon ness of Voice to Voice….Voice with Voice….i almost forgot.   for that time,   but then,  as the temperature rose to 102 there was remembering.     i need to slow down,  breathe. …

    Roe V Wade    the  "supreme" court of the land.   women.  children.  human kind in these united states of america.   Quality of Life.   Love…how much can love give.  what IS love,  all the kinds of it.  and on and on and on. i saw this on FaceBook "If every time men had sex, …

still….no deer

just past B Garden,  just on the side of this little meadow where Old Cowboy's Mother's rocking chair,  lawn chair is that holds his box of stuff…his slippers,  teeth,  glasses.    Alyssia had to move branches to drive up.   Maybe 70ft.  at least. i heard it.   was just waking,  First Light,   i thought it was…

this Planet,   this Earth all the Children