it might appear that nothing has happened,   is happening.   but not so.    Today,   there is  Sky.   Made with Inktense.   Which is significant,  because now the leaves can come.     and the human being  is  more defined.   this has to be so care Full  because i don't know.   So just a little at a time. …

this way.    it hadn't rained.   This is simply the moisture in the  "air".   It was magic.   and then    slowly became Day.    Day  Night,   Day  Night.   over and over.  it's all we know and all we count on.   Tonight,  as Alyssia, Jenny and Emrie left there were all those small bats  flitting…

    and to give self permission to Stay somewhere.    As in this moment with Crow and China Dog.   To not feel the demand to go forward,  to present something else but to just stay.    i know i am always saying this…about the On Being Pod Casts,  but this one,  oh…so much for…

a Big plan A for the day and then the battery of the vehicle was dead.    Crow and i watched the Rain.   China Dog watched Crow.

i wanted the pic to be CLEAR.   tried over and over.   this is best it got and still….not quite.  Why?    and i think….maybe because it is in motion,   the essential being.    I envisioned These today,   moving out There amidst tree branches,  one hovered overhead.    if interested,  go back to Liz's comment yesterday …

  it was a uhhhhh,  different kind of day.   Soft.  Misty.   a soft Sun breaking through and staying,  but softly staying.   i felt like i should work at B Garden,  at least some,  but i never went,  instead i looked at things,  thought about things,  thought about my family that now,  after  T's Memorial  at…

together.   What do they have in common?   or   How do i  feel them to be related?    These,  helping to inform the Reference Cloth. Last night,   in the darkest of last night i was wakened by sound.   Loud.  Close.   Never heard before.    it went Ah …….He…Ah….the second Ah not as low as the first… …

this is a "sled"  that Jenny found.   She likes things like this.  that are simple,  and work.  Make things possible.   It's just a very thick kind of plastic…or,  whatever something like this is, vinyl maybe?….?   Anyway….this is some of the old straw bedding that i cleared from the Doe Rain Shelter.   Raked into a big…

    resisting the programmed urge to seek Form   and letting the fragments of cloth simply be,  there is the energetic form of  Crow,  not conforming lines,  but just…..crowness.   and it's right.