i wanted some piece of a particular string….went looking and instead was given this.     when did i do this?     thought to look through the Archives….see if i'd posted it?,   but then got lost.  Totally lost.  I so wish i could open all the pics of forever…as in the Gallery…to anyone who wanted to…

second day i try to load this pic.    this is the best it's gotten.    But they are here.   

when you Know you need to do the Work  to get somewhere with your mind and heart,   you just keep looking,  keep asking,  you don't know how it's going to come but know it's Out There…,  because you've learned that Everything is…Out There so you just keep looking and asking  and  a woman in the…

Analiza Daran De Guzman of the Philippines  photographs ants walking on a string in her garden.  and then,  UTube    A Creative Life ,    Green Rennaissance

this has been here before.   but i looked for it.   Still a self.  inside. Margery,  Trickster's Hoard,  sent link                                                                         …

that mental restlessness continues.  the questioning self  continuing… so aimless.  circular.  repetitive.   but i also can't pin it down i searched for and found the little  usb fan that Alyssia brought me 2 years ago and that i lost somewhere in the bowels of that back bedroom/closet.   Because last time when Emrie was here,  she…

  water no water maybe i could get some wood oil

    from yesterday. it's hard not to imagine….to project…..there is NO Way to know the thinking,  the feeling of a Goat.    Sunny has found the point in the fence line where he has full view….all the way down to Jack.   This is the point he orients from.  It's far up the fence line…

Sunny Ray.    His sire was Gideon the Glorious of All.     When we arrived here,   there was a buck forest prepared.    Divided by a fence.   Thought was,  Sunny Ray and his wether Jumpin Jack Flash on one side,   Tenzen and Nogal on the other.   All hell broke loose.   We separated the forest with…