Pollen Child

    JOURNAL ENtRY it would take days to tell the whole story.   I'm not sure what the point of that would be…so until i figure that out…..This is EZ.   who is  and is not so much….easy.       April 29th,  Alyssia, Emrie and i went to a person's home in Oroville,  exchanged money for…

  i'm not ready to talk about this tonight.   it's complex.    But i know that if i don't  commit to it it won't get any easier.   So…i put this pic…at the beginning.   That requires explanation.   the explanation will be the release.

Between Tazmeena's burial spot and the Cilantro that's going to seed     THIS Being. my heart raced…..and without any introductory kindness,   i reached for Them,   HELD them,  they peeeeed copious amounts of Warning  but i was so BEYOND AMAZED  all i thought about was trying to take a pic of this miracle.  They are BIg. …

workin on my map for Mo

yesterday,  it seemed impossible.   But learning to work with what calls attention to its Self.   Trusting.    the wanting of shapes  that  seem familiar,  that resemble Known things…the brain wants that…maybe abstract but identifiable,  recognizable ….symbolic.     so,  just keep moving fragments around  and remaining open to any other scrap that floats up….in this case, …

wanted to make Beauty Full repairs.   all winter.   didn't.  could have,  but didn't. so now it's spring and the futon couch cover is needed on the little sofa bed couch thing i sleep on.  That the kids sit on when they're here.   i originally stitched this denim cover together years ago under the Spell of…

  my goodness!   Who could guess.   John Lewis has a Fruit.    She has been full of surprises this last week.   

l i went to a store yesterday.   The first time,  in over one year.   Into a store.    2 stores,  actually.   This pic is taken from the side parking lot of the Dollar Store.  I went there first.  got  Dawn dishsoap and AAA batteries.   In the middle of the pic is Lakeside Grocery.   I've talked…