Finding New Mexico hidden in the Grasses.    After the blue platebowl was filled with water,   a lizard came to drink.   We can just go back to yesterday,  the living pixels,  and Mo found the link for the BeautyFULL  Video from Maria.   and if you are inclined…..go to UTube …Al Sharpton's Eulogy for Daunte Wright. …

this is the pic i tried so many times to load yesterday….just ordinary,  but…. in the trying though,  i was able to LOOK,  over and over at it and so,   able to see  what is here….Pixels…..Living Pixels.   I saw how it appeared a somehow Neon….this happens when it is enlarged…and i can't do that,  enlarge, …

i've tried to post this,  or actually,  more than this,   for about 3 hours now.   There were 2 pics that had meaning.    i give.    This one.   about Standing. about the phrase that has been so prevalent these last days…weeks…people saying   "let me be clear." i was  down at the B Garden this morning, …

i wish it was

Alyssia hauled it here with  her New To Her Haul Anything Truck.  (Old Cowboy's truck is limited).  This New To Her Truck will also be the vehicle than will haul this Tin House if that is ever a decision made. For the years that i've been here,  in between all other things,   dead branches are…

spending at least  4 hours a day…….planting,   creating new garden spaces,   giving water  and most recently,  being STILL,  Receiving,   becoming more and more tuned to how all this Gives.   What it Gives.   My body,  my spirit,  my felt/sense of  the All.  the caregiving…Goats,  chicken, cat, dog.   The feeding of self ,  cooking,  which i love, …

still With this stalk of Geranium.   Is a teacher in these days on going.   Is it still Alive?   So much appears NOT,  but some appears Yes.   Thoughts about mortality.      and things are seen,   things happen that contribute to these thoughts.   Unasked for,  simply  happening,  but immediately recognized as some kind of  ummmmm,   …

looked through the 11 bags of scraps   (not 9, as previously counted)  and took out pieces i identified as Indigo.   Individually, this may be so.  But together,  i question what i think the color of Indigo actually is. what i do know is that  this much  "maybe indigo"   made me feel  "swoon~ie".   giving water…

Acey.   Nichobella   4~12 prompt         sparklinglotusink.typepad.com the long beads are Indigo….difficult to photograph,  but they are.   The fish….a flash,  seen,  but maybe not?   Was it a fish?  

  as usual…it's not light.   Tea.   sorting through everything in my head,  looking off,  out the Morning Window as shapes of Trees become more and more distinct,   Goats have woken and move past,  Talkie flutters down from her sleeping twig.    SUN  rises from behind the topmost rise of this Hill.   as usual.   and   …