first the light comes from one direction.  Then…from another,  changing things….making them different,  but then too, i suppose what they Are in that Light at that moment.. i went to the Funeral this morning.   For so many years i didn't "do" funerals.  I didn't go to my Mother's or Father's funerals.  But i have…

  it's time.   it feels Right.   This side will be completely collaged.   When that's complete,  the Other Side Muslin,  written on,  drawn on.   Ink and Inktense pencils.    There is ENERGY for this work.

Deep watering this morning and just now again this evening.  Neem has been applied.   All plants that had been chewed.  Tomatoes,  Bell and Hot Peppers,  Kale and some of the squash.   Early in the morning to John Lewis and the Avacado.  We Wait.   This cloth has been hanging in the Morning Tree for weeks…

  they are very small.  the size of leads for Fine mechanical pencil.   Goats require very Certain levels of Copper for their well being.  This varies,  location to location,  depending on forage and the make up of their water.  Excess of minerals like lead, iron, cadmium and manganese can  absorb even a correct amount of…

trying again,  a second day….the Practice,  but again,  no one came.   But rather a Sense,  a strong Sense DID come of just women.   Women.   WomenNothing Special.   Peasant women.   a long line of them. it's undeniable that i would have ancestors.    and i think i am getting his drift….i "come" from somewhere/someThing .  We all…

She,  John Lewis,  has completely recovered her assault.    Recovered and gone beyond.   I put purple and blue for her/Him today as his family had asked. Why?   is this so personal for me?,  his loss?   There is always danger.   But i  trusted him.   I believed that if there was Imminent danger hovering,   he would sound…

at Acey's suggestion.   Cottonwood   The Star   The Herbcrafter's Tarot   " Your broken pieces contain the stars of hope.   Open your heart to grace." the 20 minute mid morning nap:   not awake but not asleep.  I can feel my body as a Container…it's mostly from my shoulders to my hips.  Can feel the bones with muscle…

this is just across from the gate to the Wall Garden,  Campsite A.  Across the road up.   Looking down the slope to the creek,  inthe far,  the Eye of the culvert that goes under Carefree Way.   This is the direction i look if i am not looking over at the Wall Garden….while sitting in one…

  Every day. We go.   Down to the Wall Garden in the morning.   Down half way to B in the evening.  All of Us. Ramana Maharshi advised:   Do not add.   Meaning,  sort of,  the more you Add,  the more karmic energy is involved.   Every time in my life i have been on that brink of…

  i've said this a few times.  maybe more.  about waking.   first thing.  often just before first light.   Looking out the window which is maybe 18 inches from my face,  out the window and into the branches of the trees…which are just feet from this window…each leaf distinct,  i wake…look…for seconds….i am There/Here   and then…the…