Morning and i sat down here at Wall Garden  letting the hose flow.  I read.   And felt my body open,  expand,  the space  over my heart,  the bones there,  opening and moving apart   after all the constricted grip,  the first time in so many months     I look at her face.  Her smile.   and i…

  Just Jenny today.  The two of us.   She never says what she has in mind before hand.  I find out when she shows up.    She called me on phone from the bottom of the Hill,   asking me to bring down rope.  I ask what kind,  how long,  for what and she says as…

every few days i think this is "the end"  for the season,  but then come down the next morning and Ta Da!….NEW!  She has self seeded 8 strong child plants.   I'm not sure when to transplant them.     Green Bean blossom…B Garden.  it is POSSIBLE that i might be able to have a  bean. …

  this could not be more PERFECT.   This feather IS a Downy Woodpecker feather…and yes….they do inhabit this forest and i hear them more than see them…they are Fast through the trees and only occasionally light nearby  but this feather was a direct gift,  a message, an Alert to remember a moment in time and…

does anyone know….this pattern of feather on any bird other than Flicker? is this….a Flicker feather?….. From my life in the midwest through my early 30's,  on to   Oregon,  Arizona and then New Mexico,    this feather would be  FLICKER lying,  in so Plain Sight on the road down this morning,   i stood,  staring at…

found.   the "agreement"  was that there would be  no  forethought.   it would be random…just what ever caught the eye…   when i looked into the basket,  only a corner of this was visible….but it's large.   Do i honor the original agreement?,  or change the rules……?

I've stolen two things in my life so far.   That Crow,  on the altar behind me,  and this shirt i have on in this pic.  This is the first time i've worn it.  Both are stolen from my brother.   The Crow,  i've told the story here before a few times.  This shirt… a couple or…

i'd tried for about 2 hours to post things.   about chaos.  about wanting a little chaos  and how this morning went,  providing a little chaos that i realized i might be missing,   having worked to run a tight ship for a few months now,  but  the pics and the words would just suddenly disappear.  it…

  i can't leave the ClothWall pulled down.   99 degrees…inside and out,   there are just wisps of air that can flow from that back room through the bathroom into Here…even a wisp is needed and the Cloth Wall blocks that.  But for some moments i hung this Cloth there and looked and it was good. …