here it came as     for no reason,   in the drawing book,  dated 2023.   this weekend at the Well,  brought by the spiral again,  this time,  in the world of      "what does it amount to ?"   Let's see if i can work it through this time. :    

some new friends for  Emrie

it's been a long time since he's done this.    almost the whole fence line double fenced because of it but it's been a couple years.  He must have forgotten.  again.   and it's not a good time for that,   standing and waiting for Help,  was 100  today.  and i couldn't  find the cutters,   it's steel…

Garden came as such a surprise….,  a gentle word….,      more, a  shock.   There is such a strong urge to explain to  self,   then journal here,  what happened…..      Try at least.   But there's really  only being Present      now     to what is

same raised bed  but this from last week.

tap the center then enlarge

looking at this  repeatedly.   how totally engaging,  its oneness with all around it    …..    i want words that can express what this is to me     don't have them yet and how i see it completely differently than i would have  "before" ,   before being     before this last year.