pale aqua melamine watering can at the new 2024 raised bed…..2025,  now.    

i did it. went to B Garden. it was not at all what i'd expected.     There will need to be some days of journaling for this.    But i went.  finally.   

i became aware of how i had been spending the day wondering.    Wondering can be good and also,  not so much. At the time of awareness,  it was about replenishing the number of Goats.   When and how would we/they?   and i realized i was trailing off,  how particularly complex this particular wondering can be…

i googled Patchouli and the first thing that came up was   Reddit Jan 5  2025   "What does patchouli smell like and why does everyone hate it?"

did i talk about the Praying Mantis dream here?   or was it just in the gathering at the Well? either way,  this came yesterday, a gift from Beth.   Thank you beyond thank you,  Beth….i'm not sure what all it will mean to me yet            

there are many kinds of Grasses on the Hill.  They appear in communities.   All either are or are beginning to set seed.  These just across and up a little from B Garden and catch the wind or breeze,  dance in unison.  Stopping to rest and looking out upon this it's easy to fall into a…