went down to B to the tubs there to find this.   a collaged front of a drawing pad.   over 20 years ago…toward 30,  from back in Ann Arbor Michigan.   It had gotten rained on and was warped with some mold.   But i went for that image in the upper right,  that girl.   from the…

    i want COLOR.    i want  MORE color than this,  i want it how it would be in bright SunLIGHT.    Want to  RUN.   With these in my TEETH.  Big TEETH,  square bottomed TEETH  holding the strips of Color  that would some pull loose and fly on their own…because of my SPEED.  I…

Alyssia had two appointments in Sacramento at the VA.  the first at 10 am.  Second at 2.   It takes between an hour and  a half  and two hours drive.   So the kids arrived at 8 am.   Julian,  pre adolescent,  continued sleeping.  Emrie did not   The day was long.  It was raining.   This house is SMALL, …

  there were many things in my mind this morning.  Too many.  After a Tea,  i got the baggie of images and went through.  Took these out.   Looked long.   Not chosen for any reason,  just what asked to be taken out.   I see that they are somewhat or,  more,  dark.    I wonder what kind…

things are simple.    Elegant.   Beauty FULLL.    just that.    simple, elegant, Beauty FULL. you sit and know that. and then,  you need to Go Out. I am trying to get a California driver's license.  My N Mex license expires on December 30.  So…it's my fault that i waited.  Mea Culpa.    I'd thought…

i had some time this morning before Jenny arrived.   Sat looking slowly at the pieces of paper Acey sent with the Kit.  This of course rose to the Top. and yesterday the blank cards i'd finally found arrived….craft paper.  I like them and they were cheap.  Like,  really cheap.  And i followed the urge to…

My Old Nana Kit.    Direct from Acey's Sparkling Lotus  and SPARKLING IT IS!!!!!    I have never received any thing like this.  OR gotten my self anything like this.   And more,  it's the first NEW thing in my life in YEARS.  Even Spirit Cloth was in familiar territotry of cloth.    I have finger…

finished.   Cannot put in shop.  Jude helps me with that…turning the pic upright…..and she's busy…turning herSelf upright.  But it might be spoken for. what is she      doing     ?   Are her arms upheld in a Plea?    or Celebration    or some Joy  or simply gratitude    or?   Or all those things,  sometimes…

this is  Electricity.    10 x 12,  11 deep.   There are 3.  They rotate here to Alyssia's where they are recharged with conventional electricity. back around.  Sometimes there's 2 here,  one for backup.   depending on how stuff goes.  In these last couple days there were 2,  neither of which had charge.  Reason unknown.    …