I cleaned.   I cleared the Everything Table and it became an Eating table.   the battery went over to shelf in front of the Looking Cloth.  The books stacked next to me.   The bench on the other side of the table cleared of Cloth Baskets which were stacked in front of the door to the back…

  this eye…i see the influence of Acey's Collage work here.   NICE to see the cross over already.  Love this.

a regular straight pin   out behind this travel trailer over to where we turn on the water hose for Goat Bowls,  the ground has become green.  Standing,  looking down,  it's just green,  or,  with my eyes.  Alyssia's eyes might see more.  I will ask her.  But to mine,  just a wash of green over…

to give words to things that are not ready.   But today,  i see the "door"  is not a door at all,  has never been.  Was and is always a gate.  and not for keeping in or keeping out,  but to signify our Choice…..to  remain outside or to Enter.    i had to take everything off. …

this is the experimenting with the Inktense pencils of a month ago.   I had taken off the cloth fragments and just the drawing has been here,  next to me on the Everything Table.   I realize how i don't do a lot of experimenting,  but rather keep repeating what i know i like.   This comes into…

yes.     As you i am sure can tell,  i am uhhhhh, struggling.   The Christmas celebration emphasized things,   how we cling to old cultural mythology….the desire to Just Go and hope for the best.   And i do that.   Just Go and hope for the best.  I look everyday for validation that things are moving in…

How it goes here.   Nothing happens till it DOES.    We had left the Goat Boat hitched to the Toyota truck Sonny.  In case.   Then time went by.  A few weeks ago i saw that a tire was VERY flat.   It was noted all around.   I can't get the Goat Boat off the hitch myself…

Love Everybody Tell the truth

  this morning Deb G,  Bee Creative sends me to On Being interview with Carlo Rovelli.    And then a little later,  Michelle,  to a Bell Meditation from Plum Village on her facebook page.   Both.  Yes. Steadfast.  Love and Science First….love.  Active Love of this Earth.  Curiosity.  Openness to Possibility.   and belief?   Maybe the belief…

  i have color.  no one should worry that i don't have enough.  I have enough for the Real.   I wanted more for the anger of the other evening,  but only to feed the anger.   i have enough for all things worthy of feeding.   Solstice.   the POINT in a year unlike any other year…