Green Tara,  on the right wall.   in a frame.   The difference in the Sense of this place is surprisingly clear.  It's the frame. it changed Everything.   And now,  we are on that Edge of too much.   Nothing else can come In unless something goes Out. reading again.   Plant Intelligence and the Imaginal Realm   Stephen Harrod…

gifted,  these Black/White.  The front,  the back.

the second day of 102.   Not unusual for August,  here or in New Mex.   but still,  102.   A  long day for Emrie and i.  We spent the morning walking and sitting.   collecting,  arranging and naming.   She collects  things  up from the ground as we walk.  Twigs stones and rocks  leaves.  Today a feather.  We both…

from way back,  when Jude was teaching weave.   i remember making it…just because i could.  I think how spontaneous things were then because everything was a First.   I remember the feeling of that  and the joy in the simplicity.   I want to make more of these.  This,  is how i can pray.   And i want…

i went down to B.  Should have gone earlier.  SUN was Center and white yellow.  But i sorted and sat and looked and sorted. Funny,  i thought i had a whole storage shed of stuff,  but really,  no…one tub.   Paper things.  Art paper,  paper and notebooks. a single tub.  And one of the flat under…

i say that a lot.   I love something,  or "you",  or a thing,  or a doing,  or or or.   I say it a lot.  I love _____.  And thinking a lot about love as a verb.  a doing.   Emrie is helping me learn about what it IS to love.  Sometimes today when she was really…

i turned off Comments for last eve's post.   We're just going to let things be.   Figure out the best way to just go and go. it's just so uhhhh, unexpected.

Talkie.  A single chicken.  Who has ONE chicken?   Who IS one chicken?   Talkie.  She accompanies Us,  me,  Tay,  Puppy down to give water tonight.  It's been a long day.  They all came and there was more work on the kidding pens.  Julian and i have Emrie's cold.  Emrie is way fine and over it.  And…

  circling around,  always, again,  back to quantum physics.  Physics.  Metaphysics.   "When you change the way you look at things,  the things you look at change."   Max Planck "the most beautiful experience we can have is the mysterious.  It is the fundamental emotion that stands at the cradle of true art and true science."  Albert…

the first day,  i saw her.  And almost didn't post her….chances are,  she might not be "beneficial".  But…..so so exquisite.     and then….her children.  sO tiny  maybe 3 could fit on a pin head.   And those amazing black and white things….their egg cases?  They share the leaf,  at least in that moment,  with aphids.…