walking Down,  to give water

the hollyhock seeds.  There is nothing,  NOTHING more perfect than hollyhock seeds.  And they take me Back.  When i was very small child there were hollyhocks growing in the alley in Detroit….Michigan.   At Ghost Ranch in New Mexico,  at Georgia OKeefe's home and the garden of a walkway where i put  my hand out and…

she brings a cold back from Texas.  She plays anyway,  until she is exhausted but still,  she plays and can't let go into a nap.   Cry.   Then just surrender,  on her sleeping bag,  OutSide while her mother and i work to figure out what is Next.  Tree gives a blessing

we stayed late,  down at the Wall Garden,  pulling the grasses that would like to rule that world.  Letting Emrie learn about tomatoes…green,  not ready,  red, YES.  Harvesting leaves of things.  Late.   then came up.  Sitting long and watching as slowly but not slowly,  the sky became dark and STARS,  STARS filled it,  totally FILLED…

somehow Alyssia, Emrie and Emrie's father were visiting with a Great Aunt.  Who has been married to a husband for Many years that the other female members of the family did not approve of.  For all the years,  this husband has been addressed as  Mr. So and So.   When they were leaving,  Emrie,  who is…

i think about a lot of things.  This morning,  i thought about how great it would be to pray.  As in the  way i was brought up as a child.  To pray to Jesus and God,  and be sure i was heard.   People do that.  and are Sure.   How great that must be.   But i…

                   each evening i do an inventory of Lady Parts.  Thats the term a nice young man on Utube used….yet another video about Goat birth that i watched….his Goat's lady part.  I call it twat.   When Jenny and Alyssia were little,  i called it  their Coochie.  Alyssia…

this Cloth has been Waiting a long time.   This morning,  i saw it totally differently….not the insert image as ON,  but rather,  as seen Through.  As looking into a far distance,  Through.   It changes everything and maybe that's what its been Waiting for?     today is the day last year that we let the…

this morning,  first light,  hung these.   Begun and left resting.   last night,  in the awake time,  around 2:30,  turning on the dim light,  and a strong fluttering at the window,  strong,  and i couldn't see and wasn't prepared….where were my crocs???? or the other shoes????  so i turned it off.  But tonight.  i'll be…