i can't get the color right.  Try.  Try.  Try   NO.  NO.  NO.  and this,  near, but not at all right.  I need you to see it.  How it is.  and i can't. and i think,  well,  of course.  It's my dream.  it's a dream that i call mine,  but it's not "mine",  but a dream. …

NT    one of those nights.  All the words i put under the top two pics disappeared.  I have no energy to repeat them.   I think….they don't matter anyway.  the words.   this last pic,  which won't turn upright,  snow peas that are finishing their season,  as i give water,  i pick the pods and open…

they came late in the day to bring ice,  batteries and the great grandson Julian,  Alyssia's son.  9 yrs.  He leaves tomorrow to fly to New Jersey to spend a month and a half with his father.  Like every summer.  Since he was 3.  There are grandma's there and many many aunties.  They dote. We…

living by the SUN.   wake before light.  Tea.  maybe 3 cups of.   Light,  then.  Sweep and wash the floor.  Hand laundry outside.  Hang.   Feed Goats,  down to give water to Wall Garden.  It might vary,  the wash floor part.  If not wash floor,  then clean bathroom sink.  or something,  maybe a couple windows.   But always…

This photograph from April.   What happened?   Old cat worked hard at letting go.  I buried her this morning. To say again.  I don't have electricity here.  so i depend on batteries for this laptop and the cell phone.  Alyssia takes them to her home in town,  recharges.  They go back and forth.  But for now, …

The Utility Company,  Pacific Gas and Electric has cut electric service to this entire area , including the city of Oroville.   PLEASE DO NOT SEND MONEY FOR THE HAREM CLOTH. Wait until you receive  word that it is in the mail. I will need to conserve battery power for the cell phone so maybe won't…

  Jude's most recent post for the Online Class. PERFECT words.  "you want to see it a certain way and you keep at it."   This is what's happening here.  I am keeping at it.  There is a MOMENT in my mind,  in my Felt Sense of a real moment at the creek…. it's important to…

the US postage for one yard is 3.78.     2 yards   4.53.    one or two yards to Canada  10.50 one or two yards to UK    14.25 ok. waiting for word  from  women in those countries.  Otherwise,  ready to respond directly in Emails. and i spend much of the day with Tazmeena.  She doesn't…

this is a piece of my own that i used to take to the Post Office to determine cost of mailing.  When i was still working,  i bought some yards from Dharma Trading.  I have some left.   Maybe enough to last me.  Maybe not. this bolt,  the 30 yards ,was a Windfall from the Universe. …