she was born ready. continuing from post of 12-29,  i waver.   Unsure.   not wanting what i put here to be a      bummer     .    but the necessity to Stand and Face  and speak from that deepest truth and just as examples,  those 3 things and this morning upon waking,   i saw …

those Flannel Boards…the only Good thing

across the table,  the Evac Basket on the bench there,   the small zip lock with scraps of cloth that i particularly love,   from back when i was making the log cabins,  the spiral cabin pieces  a random handfull.   that i placed and then set the Elephant on…….,  request of the cloth….. that  speak of   …

remember the white white Western Shaggy Parasols????   Everyday i watch the changes…it's getting intense….

she begins with her front feet which she knows she is not supposed to do and i say no,  down but she can't help herself and she inches up until she is completely on my lap      the fireworks are in the distance but to her an imminent threat and she presses herself into…

ready

after the string of RainWind days,   SUN.   We receive and receive and receive. my imagination gave the gift of an Elephant down in the Doe Forest…down by the far back fence…it was There….     It understands this Place because it is the size of the trees,   the great Old,  many years Old trees….and it is…

  after almost an hour and a half this morning,   there was finally     this.     i write every day in these notebooks,  that used to be stenographers note books .   Have since i guess my 2o's.   and then,  with Julia Cameron,  i was told they were Morning Pages…a practice.   Years.      and this…

Wind advisories.   New this year.        and even here,   at A   that is usually exempt from  "weather',     tonight…10 pm til 2 pm Sunday.

out of nowhere.    a facebook advertisement  that all day has held my attention.     the first and only thing in YEARS that has caught my attention,  that i actually might want to BUY….?????    I won't,  but  …..why would i???????     my wardrobe.   for some years now…..zip hoodie sweatshirts ,   over things and under…