second day in a row and i give.     There were many words.   yesterday.    then this eve, too.    an hour or so ago and all disappeared as well as this image above.   So….i give.     Yesterday, also this laptop crashed.   Alyssia gave a temporary fix it seems?    here we are now tho. …

out back at the juncture of hardware splitters for hoses,   where i go twice a day every day.    There are Nine.   I'd watched since they were birth seedlings,   those two propeller leaves,   then     seeing them become      Tomatoes just down from the greywater  pipe.   Volunteers….seeds must have flowed out with waste  water …

Friday.   Had to be at Alyssia's  driveway in town at the ungodly hour of 7:40  am.    so i could follow her to Emrie's school  for the morning Assembly when Emrie would be receiving Student of the Month Award.    As i closed the Big Gate,    there…..MANY blooms of Madia.       BLOOMS.   …

these last several days….THINGS….and too much.   I      need      days of       what might seem to be      nothing.   But are open ness,    a  space.    an   open    quiet   space.     I can bring  all      from these days,  slowly and gently and sit with them,  feel…

it's been dangling for  Ever.     and even tho there is God and Jesus,   there is excitement because the Tooth Fairy will come

Sharon Salzberg's  Election Series    part one.    Anger     Fear    Anxiety

  Beth alerted me to the upcoming publication of Robin Wall Kimmerer's newest book    The Serviceberry    Coming  November 19th.   This,  from the blurb on Amazon:    Our economy is rooted in scarcity, competition and the hoarding of resources and we have surrendered our values to a system that actively harms what we love. …

it just happened again.    last night and then just now….all these words here  and when i push publish,   go look,   they are Gone.  Will accept it this time.    the girls are seven.   the other day i overheard talk of God and Jesus.     I asked Emrie where she had heard of these things…

the time of Many Feelings. When all that was    is done.   When all that will be     is unknown.    As it goes,   YouTube gave me something.   i was not looking.  I could not have possibly looked because i had no idea. The Tuareg People.    A Berber ethnic group traditionally nomadic pastoralists who…