it's been awhile since i've been to B Garden.   There's some disarray but also…these were waiting.   Garden needs me.  and i need  Garden.    

  Just Jenny came today.   She and I.   a Work Day.   some chainsaw work but mostly digging.  Shovel full by shovel full.   Her.   I sat near and we talked.    about the War,   about the involvement of the United States in conflicts over the years,   about looming presidential possibilities,   Roe  v Wade,  my abortions,  her…

this morning…. Some of the Doe Goats have long full beards.   There is a kind of grass that sends out millions of very sticky prickly seeds,  tiny,  that tangle in them as they brouse  .   They stand…very still,  and Talkie fastidiously snaps them away.   Grooming.  Mutual. the GOOD thing Talkie continues to do.    then….there's…

ok. standing just at the gateway to the expanse of Radical Acceptance.   I see that it is vast.  That things come into focus and then fade,  only to return in a different way.   I know only that I have a limited understanding of how things work here.  I know that i can learn.  I know…

the longest i've ever left it.    For days….a few weeks,   i think…today.   But then i didn't.   Today i did. there are some people who like spiders.   a lot who don't,  really,   who are creeped out by them.   How they have so many legs,  go so fast,  are sneaky…hiding then popping out These Cellar spiders, …

2023   The new little space heater .    Over there ….directly in my line of vision from my spot at the Table.   It's black and…… red disruptive to the odd Aesthetics   here but it works.  Cuts the edge of the morning cold.   Works on the small 1 lb propane cylinders .      i looked…

back to that drawing…11~24…..when i wondered who would i draw now?   How would the woman be different?   What's after Agency Where is she?    and today this little cloth surfaced and i thought….like this,  maybe.     An     Awareness.   Just PART OF.    No longer any urge to be Singular,   but the interest is in…

i'll leave it again with no picture. what i want to say here is difficult because i need to say it with so few words.   But i also want to say it.  So,  i'll just try. Yesterday when i arrived at Alyssia''s,    Jenny was just outside there and said….How was your meeting? but then…

 no picture. it went fast. woke at 5 am for the Gathering at the Well.   After which i left for Alyssia's for our DINNER….We COOKED  and were just Who We  Are.    It was a very good day.    home.   in time to feed Goats.   before dark.           Enough.    2023