with the little leaf.    just sitting,  breathing,   being present and i think that this year i will take Crow ….in the case of an Evacuation.   In the past,  i thought to leave.   Something is different.   Take.    the light….is one of   4 little night lights that all together give light of a small lamp. …

as i was leaving,   closing the Gate….. there it was….so perfect so small    so        powerful       how it triggered such a response in me   maybe in this new year i'll be willing to become better,  more diligent,  more patient and gather better words for things i want to say?,  maybe…

this oh so elegant …..book….was gifted me.   i am sad to say that i don't remember Who sent it.   Are YOU there?   Was it You?  Please tell me.      because it's time now that I use it.   Perfect time now.   I've kept it and waited.  but….Now. Alyssia has a suitor.   I smile as i…

just pencil to paper and whatever happens….. that one on the left….urge to FIX it…..does not look like a Goat…no….but….NO to the urge for fixing,  so….let it be for now.   This is early….first thing…maybe 5 or 6  am….I like it.   a good way to Begin. this is in response to finding the Photography of Charles…

I was going to say a lot of things but as time went on,  i thought again about Versions,  how there are so many and all so True for each experience…. So….Happiness  to yours….this is mine.   

collage again….What if?

Boardwalk at the Ocean with Dad and Luz.   She looks more herself,  less wired.  

Change.    in Buddhist terms,   Impermanence.   What doesn't change? Cloth.    Cloth does not change.       I unrolled this…looking…and no.   No change.   Maybe it's time to pin the spirals into place,  whatever that might be…and begin stitching.   Holding them so they can hold me.    

a brother         and then………………………………………………………………….a Dad                    stopped by the painting class