will carry me through the Rain Time.    I'll wait till December to look inside.

Let each day be lived as an "altar" to LIFE.     ?      One of the first thoughts upon waking this morning.   I am wondering what it could mean.    and then,  just after dawn turned into day,   i heard that unmistakable call of a Goat in distress.    Through the window i could…

I love the feeling of it…Learning….how it OPENS OUT in talking with Alyssia i was uhhhh,  ….taken…by her saying,  yes.  Radical Acceptance,  the strategy,  the tool her VA Therapy Group had worked with for over a year and i immediately recognized that…it had felt familiar…and that,  from the things she had shared over that time. …

a conversation of Tara Brach and Stephen Fulder      What is our Refuge in the Midst of Crisis    YouTube he said,  among much more,   a simple thing.   When feeling overwhelmed…go Out Side.   and See that Life is Still There   and then…on FaceBook a young girl,  black/white pic   maybe about 7 yrs old…

there were 5.    Today i found all of then had cracked open.   Ate one while there,  will save the others for Alyssia and the kids.   Jenny if she comes.   This is an Accomplishment and i am grateful.  They feel like some kind of Blessing.

i thought i would write about things…wanted to,   but then late in this day realized that it is way too soon for it.   I wanted to write about the thing of Radical Acceptance.  How it is tied to this moment of nearing the ending of this thing of the 77th Year i've talked about.   Tied…

it's only been some days but feels like a LONG time.    and i should say,  it's not a laptop…it's a chrome book.  It's the exact same one as the other one but it works.         and i guess has internal updates.    the thought came….the blog is like the house of  my…

New one ordered  

laptop is dead.  Not sure what can be next. Love,

when i went looking for that book out in the Evac stuff….there were also a few rolled up Cloths.   i'd forgotten. i looked at this one.   I always thought….Cloth with drawing.   When i look now,  i think…maybe Drawing with cloth?????    and i think about what that question might mean?   But what i am wanting…