this gossamer silk       on some edges and as here,  inside…..felted with wool.    such surprising   satisfyingly deep visual and tactile experience from Yvette's hand  and heart….many many years ago and being perfect now i DID begin again today.   and surprised.   When last i sat with the long mala,  it seemed so much.   Today, …

     i began the day with cleaning the Altar .    This,  the far corner….Snoop Dog's corner.  I've had a crush on him for so long.  Him and the Our Lady 7 Day candle from New Mex,  long empty          And i thought why not,   i went to YouTube  Doggyland,  his…

a Seed thought: Wanting     Needing   ???       "Things"  to be     different.       to change.        But watching  self letting that be just kind of an Over Lay on how it's always been,  how i've always been….keep putting Different over Same…on top of,  like another layer.   It won't work. the…

Monday Alyssia had a late appointment.  I picked Julian up from school and we set out.  Panda  again.  it's drive through so we sat a little in the parking lot so i could eat  some  but then went on.   was later in afternoon,  not a lot of time so i decided FINDING Goodwill would be…

my brother's middle daughter,  birth name Chyna Aurie Matisse,   is a school bus driver in rural Minnesota.   Ms. Matie.  She loves her work,  it's really her mission,   she LOVES it,  for some years now.  i have never known anyone who loved their work more than Matie.     on the way to Alyssia's there is a…

Continuing on here after a long lapse.    and       that's all it is.    Practice.    Remain steadfast and     Practice.

the Sundays  after a Gathering at the Well….everything is always So Clear,  so clearly clear and then slowly, over days  it gets a little lost and i have to find it again….seems to be a process that's recurring .  This morning: i drew this a few days ago.     didn't have any idea why,  what…

a dream…a ripped piece of paper  of an illustration from Crow Mother and the Dog God   Meinrad Craighead  ,   the book down in one of the tubs at B Garden that RAIN entered last winter,  saved from a long phone conversation with Kay….Kay Gould Caskey.    "it is important that you remain steadfast to Me" …

about 5 or 6 inches not including the tail.   don't know if you can see…the two dots mid back…punctures….precise.   I wanted to think it was Puppie but really,   i think it was a rattlesnake but…would a rattle snake strike a creature too big to swallow?    This is the second year we haven't seen any…

Gy hi     words tomorrow