Every night now…i hope….that things will change, that i can click the rotate clockwise symbol and it will  all be  like it  has always been but,   not. so looking at this….after looking at the memories of the Old Life from 2015                  We are here now.   We are…

click the photograph to orient correctly please.   so,  here tonight,   the cursor will not begin at the left,  as is normal,  but on the right.   So as i type this,  the words are appearing going from right to left.   Backwards.     The temptation is to just shut it down and walk away. Quit. But i…

click to rotate please this was yesterday….Equinox,   its purity and perfection.    It chose to grow in the Garden.    I'd sat with it a long time. early evening Alyssia came and spent long,  loading some application for photo storage,  something about Cloud, got only partially there and had to leave.   When i opened this…

click to orient Hesitated to put this here now….since i can't tweak the image and it appears  a washed out version of it's true color.     But it needs to be here.   Maybe someday i can fix it. this is the woven medicine bag that Nancy,   Nancy Erisman   Pomegranatetrail.blogspot.com  made and  gifted me years ago. …

click the pic to orient correctly. the color is not right.  it's deeper,  more vivid.   part of what i used to be able to do….edit  light/dark…..not anymore.   but you can use your imagination.    I'd begun to worry  that they were not ripening normally,   but read that this is the time,  on into October.   All…

Click the pic as if to enlarge.                  i woke and watched the dawn.   thought about all the turmoil.    thought,   i refuse.   i refuse to live like this.   picked up the pencil.   First i layed the two sticks down,  the ones that crossed me out.   then  with…

click the pic as if to enlarge and it might turn upright.   Who knows.    I have to let it go. Alyssia has done everything she can think of.   only one more thing,  and that's happening "as we speak" .    She can check its progress from her home.   She left.   It had gotten dark…

double clic as if you want to enlarge.  See if it comes up correctly oriented LATE Evening:   Alyssia came…did as Typepad Team suggested….signed in incognito,  ect.  ,  and nada.  It is not a corrupt cookie.   I reported this to Typepad.   So,  waiting again.   there's so much i want to Journal here.   it's been a week. …

so it's 10 am,  Pacific time.   I'm going to tap publish.  see if this appears.   if so,  come back later with words.   Here goes…… 11:30 am.    Ok.   got this far.    that  Image Proxy HTTP Unknown Image Proxy error  remains.   i cannot rotate the image.   I'll just wait for Typepad Help people,  let it…

ok.    so,   the fourth day of being UnAble to load a photograph.    Nothing to do but wait.