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tap the center then enlarge

looking at this  repeatedly.   how totally engaging,  its oneness with all around it    …..    i want words that can express what this is to me     don't have them yet

and how i see it completely differently than i would have  "before" ,   before being     before this last year.

pale aqua melamine watering can

at the new 2024 raised bed…..2025,  now.    

i did it.

went to B Garden.

it was not at all what i'd expected.    

There will need to be some days of journaling for this.    But i went.  finally.   

i became aware of how i had been spending the day wondering.    Wondering can be good and also,  not so much.

At the time of awareness,  it was about replenishing the number of Goats.   When and how would we/they?   and i realized i was trailing off,  how particularly complex this particular wondering can be and thought i should focus.   I was sitting in the resting chair half way up from Jack's Yard and as i thought to come up and find the Leaf of yesterday for focus,  looking down to stand,  there/here    this being   was.    …..   as if…..no,   InResponse     to the unasked question,   there it was,  leaning against the hose at the toes of my crocs   maybe the size in it's whole circular form of a dry breakfast oat.    an answer.   Keep it simple