windthread

son's daughter,  my colorado Granddaughter Giana,   brought her to me as a trip souvenir when they drove here 5 years ago.  Lately she's been over there on the Old Cowboy's drawer thingy by the door.   We have become    close.   Sharing some same sense of something.     today,  Episode 2 of the RumblestripVT podcast    Erika Heilman    series:   What Now Sounds Like     where she gathers no more than 5 minute offerings that listeners from around the world send of What Now Sounds Like for them   right now.    It's a RELIEF that there's  no expectation or hope that stuff be "on the sunny side".    it's not.

the old denim  N Mex futon cover on the kids   dragon branch.   One stitch at a time….many   of them.

these made it possible.   This needle slides through like butter.       the but/and     requires a very fine thread…i have that oh so great fine but STRONG silk thread that Lace Lady tracked down in the UK.  the eye of this needle is     tiny.   can be frustrating, OR,   good Practice.   

one of those things.   a What Now thing.    I used it for Minnow's bed in those first mud days of this rain season.   It's fading even in winter Sun.   Needs to be washed.   but…..then what?   Maybe just back to the Dragon?

flung over the back of the bench,   my Town Pants.    Wearing.  thinning.    What will i do when they wear…through?   The only pair that actually   "fit".       Looking over and seeing that variation of the Magic Ribbon pattern in the seam       I love them.

This morning the road gave me this stone.   It's touch is incredibly soft.   It's The Gentle Day Stone.

small personal chaos in my Mind

my brother still has it.   The only phone in my family home..through all the time they lived there…through my years of high school and for them,   beyond.  and you can see,  my dad was enamored of his dymotape gadget.   Close nearby there was an hourglass sand egg timer.  Long distance was expensive.  My mother's sister,  my Aunt  Francis,  was long distance…over there, on the other side of the state.  When my mother would call,  he would turn it.   Said 3 minutes was enough for anything.   Times have changed.

In chaos theory,  the Butterfly Effect is the sensitive  dependence on initial conditions in which small change in one state of a deterministic nonlinear system can result in large differences in a later state.   Wikipedia

they dug 5 times.  same result…No.   A septic field,  leach field,   filters.     the soil filters.    Here,  rocks and rocks cannot filter.  So,  we need an Engineered Septic.   The guy who digs will contact an Engineer he works with who will draw up the plans.  Digging guy will implement those plans which will require soil to be brought in.     More complicated,  twice as expensive,  more time,  BUT…it will be done.   And then.   Then we can go forward.

looking,  i had to smile.   this was good to see.   ……    what i have been working to be a      Garden.   No wonder.  

UPDATE    the Bells have reached United States customs.

Declare national emergency at the border     End birthright citizenship     Designate Central America's cartels terrorists     Reinstate  Remain in Mexico     end Catch and Release     Pardon 1,500 J6 convictions     Withdraw from World Health Org     Withdraw  from Paris Climate Accord    Formally recognize only 2 genders     Rename Gulf  of Mexico and Denali    Etc.