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    these are EveryWhere.   All Over.   they get walked on,   are so       inconsequential ,   because of their ordinaryness,  their everywhere ness  a small weed flower,  yellow,  kind of dandeline like,  just less than the size of a dime,   so many,  you don't Pay Attention….   but if you 

    stop

    and squat down

    look

    there's This.

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    ….begin to dissolve

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    this.

    THIS.

    from Jude's blog    Her Love in the Mist.    LOOK….just LOOK.   How so totally stunningly incredibly amazingly designed,  this Life Form,  this blossom of a

    plant

    LOOOOOOOOOK.    i think of Lacelady's comment the other day…meeting life    palms Open….

    and just        Look.   What a perfect illustration for my incessant Urge to write about what i see and feel .  something i feel/see and i want to tell/show    you   I want you to feel/see it too.  With me.     

    that photograph of the Bear and the Salmon on Margery's Trickster's Hoard  that i go look at every day

    and

    Via  Erica Heilman  Rumblestrip VT.com     GO LISTEN    Bianca Giaever    Constellation Prize     type in search

    believer.net/constellation-prize/   There are 4 episodes.   Nightwalks

    her and Terry Tempest Williams       for those of you who love TTW,  you will love her so so much even more….MO…..

    and THEN…..there is even a THEN,    i somehow found  Terry Tempest Williams and Lee Martin   Why I Write   just google that

    and there was a bronze taupe SKINK under the Doe Goats water bucket.   7 or 8 inches long.  Fast and oh so Beuaty Full

     

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    this morning i thought about wanting to find a therapy group

    for old women who always wanted to become something.   An artist,  a writer.   A formal Student of the Universe

    and never did.

    old women who DID become mothers,  grandmothers and then,  if lucky,  great grandmothers.   While still harboring the urge.  and so,  never quite giving their all.   just their some.   

    reconcile

     

    MONDAY,  June 5

    i love all the responses.   I wish we could be EveryThing,  right?    To become a therapy group we would need to be Real time and that's something beyond my reach.  We would also need a facilitator.   We would need to ask the Universe for that.   Maybe even someone  "out there"  who reads?  and Could?  Who knows.   But in the meantime,   what is the bottom line.   If you want to be a writer,  you WRITE.   if you want to be an artist,  you MAKE ART.  

    so…maybe just a Shift.  We'll see.   I met Marti LOOOONG  ago when we joined Story Circle Network.  I'm trying to remember how that went.   I am understanding that sometimes comments are just lost and sometimes those are heartfelt and long and the loss is a bummer.   So…just to say,  in the moment,   if there is something anyone wants to offer Us here and it's 

    long

    you could email and i would post it…..??????   i would be honored

    i LOVE you All.  US.

    One of the songs Emrie's kindergarden sang at graduation was  My Name is You.   if you type it in to You Tube…Sesame Street

    We All Sing the Same Song

     

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    but it was an EVENT!   Ms. Johnson….i cannot say enough about Ms.  Johnson.    There they were,   the raw mateial given to her and they Sang and had learned to snap their fingers and do hola hoop and so so so much more.   The kids.   i took a zillion of pics of them on the risers,  if double clicked,  their faces ,  display of Interior Them,  i wanted to show you that      over and over and i love looking at them over and over and i took pics of the audience gathered in the cafeteria,   all manner of humanity,  just so exceedingly Beauty FULL over the brim,    there to celebrate their children who had made their way through Kindergarden to the other side.

    bless Us  All

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    what i thought i wanted to say turns out to be not at all what i want to say and it's too LATE to let the saying flow of Its Own Accord 

    so.    Just the pic for today.   India Flint.   recognizable anywhere.  India Flint.   bumped into this pic in the Archives.  13 years ago  i was found by her work.   Her magic.  The incredible Beauty.      Tomorrow, then.  

     

    TUESDAY…the tomorrow referred to above,   and i was gone all day,  came back with my head full of the world.   So    I want to just keep this here again.  I can't quite "touch" what i want to.  

    One More Time   WEDNESDAY.    13 years.   Finding Spirit Cloth,  Jude Hill and through her,   India Flint.    Finding OUTSIDE of me,   things of my Self,   familiars.   In the case of Spirit Cloth,  SEEing.   India Flint,   FEELing.    and so…those 13 years.    In looking to see where i am this year,   what i find is the thing of Diorama which goes back to my childhood,  to the creek,  the Michigan woods.    Diorama…not as other but as Self.  and self not  In,    but self OF.   

    India Flint's books.   Eco Colour     Second Skin

    there is no Spirit Cloth book.   i wish there was.   to hold in my hands,  carry.   not an image on a screen,  but a page.  paper.

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    the Soaproot.    Moths will come.   I love imagining this,  Moths fluttering in the Garden  in the Dark of Night.   

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    pounding Tposts along that last stretch of rim along the steep  hill of the creek  that had

    remained unfenced…no need because of Tay.    No Tay,  so now,  need.

    Kids learn independent play.   double click