prepared the bed for the potatoes.  Ruby Crescent Fingerling.  they are more than ready.

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i decided to just wait.  with words about that Tree Husband of mine.  for sure, the synchronicity is apparent, very,    but, maybe it's best to just move forward.   like to the potatoes.  

i dreamed about how i used to be.  and i am trying to understand what i have become and then, after that, why did i become this?  is it a good thing?  or just a way of being that kind of happened, without my really being aware of it.

jenny said the other day: "you didn't used to be like that" and in the context of the conversation, her statement indicated that how i WAS was a good thing in her thinking.  i never knew how she felt about things that i did. 

 

 

 

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6 responses to “just a pause for a minute or two”

  1. KaiteM. Avatar

    just plant your potatoes and play in the dirt for a bit.

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  2. jude hill Avatar

    i get a lot of that lately.

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  3. nance Avatar

    don’t we all change as we get older?

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  4. grace Forrest Maestas Avatar

    well yes…but i have always believed in change and have
    made many changes. huge changes sometimes. and i
    think what she was referring to mostly is this pattern
    of second guessing i seem to be wading around in
    recently. so…i am thinking a lot about it. and maybe
    it does have to do with getting “older”….that maybe
    there is a sense that the stakes are higher?????

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  5. Patty M Avatar

    Yes to the stakes getting higher. But also learning patience and listening before jumping. Also planting potatoes even if you may not
    be there to harvest. Trust.

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  6. grace Forrest Maestas Avatar

    well…patience…hmmmm i am thinking about what is patience and
    what is the result of being unsure….about willingness to risk
    maybe
    and potatoes are just the very very best antidote to everything

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